Oscar Piastri got at seat and contract with the McLaren formula one team 2023. But it not easy for a rookie when feeling stating to show up for teammate and for rival...
No one to talk do... No one get help from...
I'm not that good in English but...
WARNING! It can be bad words, self hate and sex scene in this story.
"I'm so fucking nervous, I'm gonna be in formula one next year mom. What if I let the team down? What if they gets disappointed at me?" I say at the same time I was going around in the kitchen in circles. Mom just looked at me smiled and continued washes the dishes.
"My dear sweet boy. You are so amazing and incredible racer. And I'm proud of you even if the sport scares the hell out of me. And I think I'm going to have a heart attack every time you jump in to that car. But let us not think about that today. It's Christmas and we have presents to open! You still like Christmas presents don't you?" She smiles as she finishes the last dishes
"Yeah! Of course I do!" I smiles back as we walks back to the living room. I can see my whole family was there and they looked really happy to see us came back from the kitchen. So we all sat down and started to open some of the Christmas presents that have been waiting under beautiful Christmas tree for weeks. And I could feel how the whole room was filled with joy and warmth. Couldn't be any better than then this. I was also closest to the snack table so I ate most of the snack I could get without my sisters to notice everything.
"HEY! Save some for us too dumbass"
"Don't say that word to your brother! It's Christmas so everyone has to be nice to each other but Oscar don't you dare eat up all my favorite candy"
"I promise mom! I'm not going to eat all of them" I smiled as I tried to hold my self from laughter because dad had start to tell everyone the really bad Christmas jokes. After awhile my whole family bursts of laughter. But even if it was fun evening with all the joys in the rum I still couldn't stop thinking of that I was going to be in formula one next season.
What if I let the team down? What if they regret that they chose me and replace me with someone else? What if I'm not good enough? What if my teammate starts to hate me because I'm bad? What if my parents is actually not proud of me? What if I crashed at my own home Grand Prix!
"Hello? Is anyone home? Oscar are you okej? You seem so down? I heard one of my sisters ask. And I just looked up and nodded. I didn't want to ruin this beautiful Christmas moment. So I tried to smile so they could continue with what they were doing. It was still a few presents under the tree and it looked so beautiful and you could tell that it was Christmas. How everything looked around the tree was nice and comfy. So I just took up my phone and took a few beautiful photos of this moment and a few on my family. And that made me smile, to see my whole family together. They looked so happy!
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Fuck! SHIT! No no NO!
I saw Mclaren's comment on Instagram and all my stress and anxiety came back. I looked around to see if someone saw my mood change after that I just left to my room or my old childhood room. Just throw myself on the bed with my face in the pillow. After a few minutes laying like that I turned around and picked up my phone. Went in to instagram and scrolled, saw Christmas pictures over and over again. When was about to turn off the phone someone with a number I didn't recognize at all calls me.
It can't be someone from Mclaren or could it? Can it be Zak? Logan? My new teammate? Vesti? Just a fan who found my number?
"Oscar here" I answer as I sat up on the bed.
"Hello mate! Daniel Ric here! I ask Zak for your number a while ago. Hope it's was okej"
"Hahah, yea it is okej. Sorry that I took your place in Mclaren" I laughed little bit nervously
"Hey! It's okej, I didn't feel well thanks to Mclaren so I don't mind. I got a opportunity to be a third driver in red bull so I was thinking about to say yes to them" he laughed " I was just thinking if you want to hangout and do something sometimes? We both are here in Australia so thought I could give you some advice before the season starts and describe how it feels when it is your home race"
"Yea yea sure, why not. Sounds like a good idea. I think I need it right now actually"
"I'm guessing that you are pretty nervous in for the season. I totally get it but let's meet up tomorrow then. I can come and get you but you have to send me your address haha. Can't find out where you live without it"
"Absolutely ahah! Then I guess I see you tomorrow"
"Yes see ya!" And he hang up. I just sat there in shock and didn't know how to react to what just happen. Just stared at the wall and didn't move a inch. After few minutes of just sitting absolutely still, my brain start working again and could feel my whole body wanted to jump around in the small room. I feel like a teenager's girl at that moment.
Daniel Ricciardo wants to hangout with me! Thought he was mad and angry because I took his place but his is not mad. He wants to give me advice! OMFG! I GOING TO HANGOUT WITH DANIEL FUCKING RICCIARDO! OMG CAN THIS CHRISTMAS BE ANY BETTER THAN THIS?!
