𝑫𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑳! 𝑫𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑻𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆

Chapter ten:) Miami

WARNING! It can be bad words, self hate and sex scene in this story.

"Are you ready to fake that you are my boyfriend haha? To confuse everybody. You haven't talk to them right?"

"I think I'm ready or maybe not. No I haven't. I have just talked to you, Zak or my family!"

"Come on Oscar! It would be fun and everyone would forget about the rumors"

"Yea maybe or everyone going to hate me"

"No let's go now!" Lewis said and grabbed my hand. We walked up to the paddock and took a few pictures with some fans before heading to our garages. Before he went to Mercedes and me to McLaren, he kissed my forehead and whispered in my ear good luck. I just rolled my eyes and let go of his hand. Zak was standing with wide open eyes and open mouth. He was in in shock. Lando was standing right behind him looking furious and if eyes could kill, Lewis had been dead at that moment. Saw Logan standing far away staring right at me with heart broken eyes. I just smiled at him and walked in to the McLaren hospitality. I felt someone grabbing my hand and drag me into a room without cameras or people.

"WHAT THE FUCK OSCAR?"

"What?"

"YOU KNOW ACTUALLY WHAT I'M TALKING ABOUT!"

"You don't have to scream Lando. I'm standing right in front of you. Calm down mate!"

"I'M NOT GOING TO FUCKING CALM DOWN! YOU FUCKING DATING LEWIS HAMILTON! HE IS LIKE 16 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU! ARE YOU KIDDING WITH ME?!"

"And? I don't see any problem"

"OH MY FUCKING GOD OSCAR! SO AM I A FUCKING JOKE TO YOU? EVERYTHING WE HAVE DONE? IS THIS WHY YOU HAVEN'T TALKED TO ME! BECAUSE YOU WERE SLEEPING WITH LEWIS?!"

"I HAVEN'T TALKED TO YOU BECAUSE EVERYTHING IS TO MUCH FOR ME! YOU! LOGAN! EVERYTHING! LEWIS HELPED ME! IF YOU REALLY HAVE TO KNOW! WE HAVEN'T SLEPT WITH EACH OTHER!"

"YEAH! SURE! I FUCKING HATE YOU OSCAR! I THOUGHT YOU LIKED ME LIKE I WAS LIKING YOU! GUESS I WAS FUCKING WRONG! I HOPE YOU FUCKING CRASH YOU FUCKING IDIOT!" Lando screamed at me and I just turned around and left him. I don't know why I agree with Lewis about this fake dating thing. I left the hospitality and ran away from McLaren to Mercedes to find Lewis. When I ran, I accidentally ran into Logan who grabbed me and drag to a no people and camera place.

"ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS OSCAR! DATING LEWIS?! HE IS SO MUCH OLDER THAN YOU!"

"Why do you fucking care Logan?"

"BECAUSE THIS IS WRONG?!" Logan yelled and I tried to break free from him. When I finally did, I ran off and didn't stop until I was with Lewis. I was shaking and breaks in to tears in his arms. He hugged me tightly and a long time. When I finally had stop crying, we walked to his room in the garage to talk. My phone vibrates all the time but I never picked it up from the pocket. We sat down and Lewis hugged me again so I started crying again. We sat like that for a few minutes until I stopped crying.

"I'm sorry man! This was a stupid idea! I didn't know this was going to worst then it already was"

"It's okay. This is all my fault! But I don't think we should stop or I'm going to get killed"

"Are you sure? We can just say that we were messing around with everyone because we were bored" He said before it knocked on the door and Zak head pop up.

"Can I take your man back to his team? We need to discuss about this weekend. So we need Oscar! He is like the driver in his team haha"

"Yea of course Zak! No problem" Lewis smiled as he hugged me. After that me and Zak left of to the McLaren. Zak just smiled and clapped my shoulder before he started talking about the plan for this weekend's race. When we were finally in my side of the McLaren, I could finally take a deep breath without any problems. Tomorrow was practice and I was excited for that. Then it would be me and just the car trying to get a good time. The rest of the day went past really fast and I almost didn't managed to blink before I was back in the hotel, in my bed. Felt good to be alone at night without anyone knocking on the door. After a hour on my phone, I fell asleep. Day went by and race day was here. Me and Lewis was everywhere on the media. Logan and Lando didn't talk to me and I was only focused on the race.

*P19 Oscar. P19*

I heard through the radio and I felt so bad for the team. I was one lap behind the other drivers. This track was so hard to race on. I parked the formula car and jumped out.

What the actual heck is wrong with me?! I can't stop thinking about them. Everyone is mad and disappointed at me!

I got in to my room in the hospitality and took a shower to clear my head but also because I was sweating and stinky. When I was almost done in the shower, it knocked on my door to the room.

"WHO IS IT? I'M IN THE SHOWER!"

"IT'S ME, ZAK!"

"I'M COMING IN A BIT" I yelled as I tried to dry my hair. Fast as the flash I put my clothes on and opened the door so I could let Zak in.

"You okay Oscar? After the race"

"Yea but I'm sorry. I should have done better! I should have fight better! I should have got higher!"

"Hey hey, sit down. You stressing out!" Zak said while helping me to sit down. We sat there and I was trying to breathe slowly.

"Oscar, I know you have much in your head. I know the everything that's going on right now. I heard you and Lando fighting. I'm worried about you Oscar. You always stressing and tired. You have to calm down also. When it's not race weekend you have to take care of yourself. You need to calm down so you have the energy to race. You are a really really good person and driver. I promise you that you are getting more points. That you are going to be on the top ten in the end of the races. You have to believe in yourself!" Zak said and put a hand on my shoulder.

"Thanks Zak" was the only thing who could come out of my mouth. He smiled and started to stand up. Before he left the room he said that I should try to talk to Lando and figure things out. I just nodded and waved at him before he closed the door. I just sat there and focused on my breathing until it knocked on the door and Daniel head popped up.

"What's up Daniel"

"Hey Oscar" he said in a low voice.

"It's everything okay?"

"With me yes but I'm worried about you Oscar"

"You don't have to worry. I'm okay! I just had a bad day. That's all!"

"STOP LYING OSCAR! I KNOW THAT EVERYTHING IS NOT OKAY! I see and hear everything you know. I'm your friend and you can always talk to me! You and me are going to take a week of from the media and we are going to Monaco. To my place! Just you and me. I have talked to Heidi and she is going to be with her family so we can have some boys time. You can't say no. I already fixed and plan everything!"

"When are we we leaving for Monaco?"

Maybe this is the best thing at the moment. Leave everything and just go! I actually like that idea! Monaco here I come!