𝐄𝐔𝐏𝐇𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐀 /B.Kaulitz

Chapter 1

Bill's pov

My life is becoming more and more horrible just because I am a soulless man. Yep. That's the life of a dealer who doesn't care about the lives of his "customers".Clients who have problems and increased trauma throughout their lives ,created by toxic parents, problematic teachers,of their choices in life ,homophobic or transphobic parents and friends.For them I am like a rescue from this torment, but unfortunately I have no feelings towards them.I don't want to show any kind of feeling. I don't want to show that I can be a warm-blooded and loving man.Many acquaintances from my childhood, friends of my mother tell me that I am too tough for an 18-year-old teenager.About my mother..she stopped being near me since the age of 10. My father led her to her death..Just because he is a sleazy alcoholic.He can go on with his life with other womens..and my mother is up there, grieving for leaving us alone on earth.I hate my father not because he killed her, because he really wanted to get rid of her so he could sleep with other women in peace.
yes..I didn't have a perfect family either.That's exactly why I'm so cold.A cold blooded snake....who would betray anyone just for my good.

I live alone in a small apartment, but decent for an 18-year-old. I can do my essential routines.I only have one more year of high school and I'm finishing it. I'm using the dirty drug money to finish high school.I know, I'm a bastard, but that's life. Full of venom.

I have to hurry to get to the high school quickly because I'm late. I take the nearest bus and start to the high school. I put on my headphones so I can calm down with music.

I get to class where I meet my best friend Paul.He is almost the same as me. The only differences are that he already has money and has a good family.He sells drugs just to be popular in high school and for fun.Instead I sell to have something to eat and to pay my rent so I don't risk ending up on the street. Paul is the only one who knows my past and that I'm a dealer.

Let me tell you more about Paul. This is one thing that really bothers me about him. It really disgusts me. The fact that he has sex with 9th grade girls.He chooses to go for girls from lower classes because they are naive and easy to manipulate for his pleasures .The girl who falls into his trap..ends up with a broken heart and low self-esteem.He thinks he's a "gang" boy. He fucks everything he can to be appreciated by the other baboons who do the same thing with girls. Even reaching rape.Like I said, I would betray others for my own good. Even Paul. I couldn't take a friend of mine to suffer this from him.

Paul walks up to me and starts showing me nudes with the girl he tricked.

B: Come on mate..it's really disgusting. *I slowly reach for his phone to remove it from my vision*
P:She is so good. You don't want to try at all Bill?
B:No Idiot. First of all, she's underage. And secondly, she doesn't know me to go to her.*I say in a sour and disgusted tone*
P: You're losing bro. You don't know how to make your life beautiful.
B:I'm cold, but I wouldn't do this to little girls.
P: "Little girls"? *starts to laugh uproariously*They don't look like little girls.
B:You make me sick of everything. Sometimes I wonder how I chose to be friend with you.
P:Watch your mouth Billy.
B: Or what?*I look at him without any facial emotion*
P:You will see if you continue like this.

I roll my eyes because he was boring me with his threats.He didn't scare me with anything. He might kill me, I don't have much to lose.

It's 8:00 pm and I have to wait for my boss to give him some money from the drugs I sold and to bring me new merchandise.His name is Carlos. He is part of the Mexican cartels.He came to Europe for extra export and to make more money.

I hear footsteps in the hall of the building sign that Carlos arrived for the exchange.I open the door and invite him into the apartment. I tell him to sit on the couch to talk.

C: Okay homie let's talk about grams first and after the money split.

B:I need 10 grams of cocaine and 50 pills.

C:I got you Homie.*He takes out of his gym bag, 3 packs of cocaine and the 50 pills.*Now come on and pay me.

We negotiate for 10 minutes. I tell him that I only take 100,000 euros and the remaining 790,000 euros for him.

He makes a rather unpleasant face, but in the end he agrees.

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hello everyone. This is the first chapter in this story.Sorry it's a bit short but I'll be back with chapter 2 soon