Imagines with women of color for the girlies who love inclusiveness. Most of these stories sit in my folder and I never put them out until now. If you wanna request one please do I'm open to writing about any and everything
"So it's been a year since the incident..." I look up eyeing my psychiatrist shoes "I thought to learn to accept my situation I need to forget it" I ask the silence is telling me she's writing my smart remark down "I know it's been a year... I also know it's been 5 months since I quit drinking and popping those Ativan's like candy" "That's right congrats 5 months clean. Is it getting harder? I told you you don't have a problem with substance and alcohol you have a problem with taking whatever shuts the voices off" I look up at her now "Then I have a problem because now their gone" she furrows her brows confused "If the voices are gone that means our techniques are working" I nod my hair following my movements "But now I suck I can't write I can't draw I'm useless" she chuckles holding up my article "It was amazingly written" I nod "you could do so many other things" "I work on my own schedule and the voices stopped" she nods understanding "Well I'm sending over your medication with Ativan I'll feel better if you have it incase the voices come back" "Thank you" I grab my things I look at my phone seeing my groupchat "I recommend you go out with your friends tonight don't stay in and risk it " "I'll go out drinking" I smile she chuckles "Your sense of humor to your trauma is progress" I stand "Want me to tell my dad you're free ?" She chuckles gross "I feel like it's a breach that my step mom is my therapist " "You had the choice of another therapist " I smile I hug her "I'm joking momma. I love you" I tell her she smiles "Go out please" I nod "Going out to get drunk!" I yell as I walk out her clients glare I head out to my car when I'm sitting I call my best friends "Don't call us trying to cancel bitch!" I blink as Kamari yells at me I chuckle letting her know I won't At home
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I look at myself in my mirror I hadn't seen my curves in clothes in so long after the incident I only wore baggy clothes to hide I sigh "You look amazing Sonnet" I turn to my best friends "I picked this outfit because you said after the incident you felt your curves were the reason for what happened and this outfit is taking back the power from that incident. You are beautiful and deserve to show that and not feel like you have to hide your self because of a sick pervert " I run to Arien hugging him we all hug "Okay now sit I'll do your makeup " kami says after an hour or so we're all ready We head out I was sitting in the passenger side while Kami drove. I had this gut feeling of nerves from going out but I always pushed past it and had fun but tonight felt different I couldn't push it because after my incident I didn't go out like this anymore I stayed in and worked I called it therapeutic but momma called it excuses so tonight was no room for excuses I was tired of my trauma dictating my life. When we pull up to the club I sigh mentally preparing myself my door opens I turn fast seeing Ari he helps me out "Let's go have fun Sony" he tells me I nod we walk into the club and I'm hot with the smell of alcohol and weed "Alright! Drinks" Kami yells over the music we go to the bar she orders as I look around checking for exits and a bathroom and I spot a glass box it would look like a mirror to most people put I could tell it was a two way why would a club have a two way I'm startled out of my state as Kami hands me a cup "tequila and Red Bull your favorite "I smile taking it we grab our drinks and go to dance I was actually having fun I missed days like this I was dancing on Kami while Ari found a guy to grind on "come on" we go to the bar she orders "Going pee" I tell her in her ear "Be careful!" I nod I maneuver through the crowd going to the bathroom seeing the long ass line I groan women we take forever I look to see a men's restroom and another door I'm sure they won't mind my desperate ass using the men's I shrug and walk into the men's seeing a few men at the urinal I walk to a stale without a second glance I use the bathroom fast then step out bumping into a guy and his phone drops "Shit sorry" I tell him as I drop picking it up I stand looking at the phone seeing no cracks I look up and my eyes widen damn he's fine "here you go"
