„What's a Soultrain, Hyunjin?"
The legend says that a soul train stops an ambulance when the dying soul is not meant to live. The train will disappear once out of sight, taking the soul of the patient with it
Hyunjin, a 19yrs old student who lives...
(TW: attempted suicide!! I swear this fucking fan fiction writers curse got me, ever since I have started writing again weird shit happens. Anyways, here is the new chapter which is kinda short (1.4k). Th next chapter therefore will be long and updated tomorrow)) —-§—>><<
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Two birds on a wire One says come on And the other says I'm tired.
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I wanna see the daisy field.... I won't tell your son, i promise.
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Felix pov.
I'm alive but I'm also dead. You don't get it? I'm a 100 percent sure that my soul has left this world long time ago. I'm a living species who's stuck between two dimensions; living and dying. I know I'm alive because I open my eyes every day. I know i'm dead cause i cant even get up from my bed. I'm living because I can swallow food and eat. I'm dead because I throw up everything. I'm dead because I starve myself to sleep. I'm alive because I can feel the freshly made cuts on my thighs I'm dead because I can't feel the pain up my thighs. Am I dead? Am I alive?
Hours passed by, the unprofessional nurse was nowhere to be seen. How could she just drop a bomb and leave right away? So fucking unprofessional. Ever since she left Felix couldn't stop himself from crying a river, specially at times like this were the younger is at its lowest point in life. Another nurse took care after mrs.Hwang and even managed to make Felix change its clothes, obviously the younger felt very uncomfortable by the 6 eyes watching him from every angle as he changed his clothes. As if he wasn't embarrassed enough that his attempt was a complete failure, the pair of eyes which were fixed on his exposed body looked like helpless souls as if they saw a fucking ghost. And the new nurse... she was nowhere like Mrs.Hwang Felix could tell that she was probably tired of all these cases but not unprofessional unlike Mrs.Hwang. Mrs.Kim was knew how to handle broken souls like Felix, she knew that unnecessary talking would make everything worse, so she wont talk to patients anymore, to protect her own feelings. If not she would have gone crazy after working at the 2nd station of area 801's only hospital for 13years. However, felix could still see how much she pities him. The blonde hated that feeling but he knew that it wasn't easy for her either to try to keep someone alive who purposely attempted to take his own life. pathetic. However, the people surrounding Felix had every right and Felix was not just a random patient changing clothes, no. The blonde haired man was looking as pale like a corpse. The only color which was exposed were the bandages around his thighs, who were slowly turning red from all the fresh cuts he attempted to. Therefore, everyone would have their eyes on him to prevent him from stupid thoughts. E M B A R A S S I N G.
