You Are My Desire (Daydreaming About Me)

63

Chapter 63 Even the eyelashes are fucking clear

After coming to Huaicheng No. 1 Middle School for a month, Lin Yu Jing felt that something was wrong with her.

She began to suffer from frequent insomnia.

Lin Yu Jing felt that she was quite calm now. She really didn't think about anything. Her mind was so full of papers and classes every day that she didn't have time to think about anything else.

She doesn't know why, but she can't sleep.

Insomnia is a very painful thing. It’s different from staying up late. It’s the feeling of lying dry, closing her eyes and trying to empty her brain but tossing and turning, waiting for time to pass and dawn. Very anxious.

She put Shen Juan's book under her pillow, and it actually had some effect, she doesn't know if it was a psychological effect.

It's just that she doesn't feel at ease after falling asleep. She often have a lot of messy dreams. When she wake up in the morning, she doesn't remember a minute. She just feel bored and panicked.

Anorexia ensues.

She didn't want to eat anything, her stomach was overwhelmed, and she forced herself to retch for a long time after eating, until she couldn't vomit anything.

In this way, she slept an average of two or three hours a day and anorexia lasted for almost half a month, and even the little soft girl at the same table noticed it and asked her: "Have you lost weight too quickly recently? "

Lin Yu Jing sometimes felt that her unbelievably big-hearted little deskmate was simply a blooming sunflower in such an oppressive learning environment. Listening to her talk made her feel a little more relaxed.

She lowered her head and wrote the English paper, her eyes followed the pen tip and quickly scanned the lines to read the questions, without stopping: "I don't know, I haven't weighed myself for a long time."

Sometimes she feels that she is very powerful now. No matter how poor the quality of sleep at night, how many hours of sleep, or how upset her stomach is, as long as she sits in the classroom during the day and opens the test paper with a pen in her hand, her spirit and concentration can be fully recovered. Concentrate on it.

Little Ruanmei sighed: "Don't you look in the mirror? I think your face is not very good. Here—"

She pinched her chubby face, "It's all gone."

Lin Yu Jing raised his head in surprise and looked at her: "Next English class."

Little soft girl: "I know."

Lin Yu Jing asked in surprise, "Have you finished memorizing the words?"

The little soft girl was quiet for a second, then yelled and went to flip through the English book, muttering "It's over, it's over, it's over, it's over, it's over."

After studying in the evening and returning to the dormitory, Lin Yu Jing took a shower, wiped the mirror full of water vapor, and looked at herself in the mirror seriously.

It seems that she has lost a lot of weight, her eyes seem to be a little bigger than before, the fundus of her eyes is dark and dark, and her chin is as sharp as a face-lifting injection.

Haggard, like a street child who never stops.

Lin Yu Jing heaved a sigh of relief, went to the cafeteria to buy a bowl of raw porridge, and forced herself to eat half a bowl. Within two minutes, she dropped the spoon and rushed to the toilet, hugging the toilet and started a new round of vomiting.