You Are My Desire (Daydreaming About Me)

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Chapter 92

Lin Zhi still remembered that the year Lin Yu Jing was born was extremely cold, the temperature dropped suddenly after a rain at the end of October, Meng Wei was on a business trip abroad that day, Lin Zhi was alone at home, the pain came suddenly.

During the delivery, there were only servants around, and after more than ten hours of tossing, the little girl was born in a wrinkled ball.

The doctor said that she was already the most beautiful among newborns. Lin Zhi thought it was not very good-looking, like A little carrot head.

At that time, she also thought about what little luobotou will look like when she grows up, whether she will be more like her father or her mother, whether she likes her father or her mother more, and she will wear a beautiful skirt with a childish voice. Follow her and call mom.

Meng Weiguo was busy with work and didn't come back until a week later. At that time, Lin Zhi didn't care. She loved him so wholeheartedly. She could understand, accept and tolerate everything about him.

At that time she still believed in love,

She gave all her sincerity and sincerity to one person unreservedly in her most innocent and best years, but what she got in return was the deceit and betrayal of that person. But because it can save a few years of struggle.

She is the darling of heaven, her family is rich, her appearance is outstanding, and her pursuers are lined up to get what she wants. She has a smooth life. She thought that she met her true man in college, then married love, and her life will be safe from then on. Joy.

As a result, a hot heart was trampled under the feet, even with dignity and pride, it was not enough, more than ten years of mutual torture and suffering were like poisoned knives, piercing through her last extravagant wish one by one.

She had been proud all her life, and she couldn't accept that she had lost a complete defeat in this, and even everything related to Meng Weiguo made her unacceptable and unable to let go.

When she see her, she think of him.

She didn't know how to face Lin Yu Jing.

The child is innocent, of course, but thoughts can never be controlled by reason.

Lin Zhi didn't know how to accept that part of her body, which belonged to Meng Weiguo's genes and blood, even though it was her child, she even remembered the little footprints she kicked out in her stomach for the first time, she First cry at birth.

But she is also the simplest and most direct witness.

Lin Yu Jing's presence reminds her time and time again of those ruined, dilapidated, and bloody ones.

Those of her most secret embarrassments, her failures that she never had.

Every minute is a torture.

On the day when she decided to have a hysterectomy, the doctor once persuaded her that her disease was not serious, and it was discovered early. In fact, only part of the tumor can be removed, and there is no need for a total hysterectomy.

But Lin Zhi hardly hesitated, she didn't need this, she would never have a second child with another man in her life, an unforgettable lesson, once is enough.

Lin Zhi couldn't help but tell Lin Yu Jing that she should let go and love boldly, she will definitely meet someone who will always love her.

She couldn't say this kind of words that she didn't believe in her bones. She could only rely on the little blood connection between them to try to convince Lin Yu Jing what she had learned from reality.