Hold my hand and whisper in my ear, "it's all okay." (Allium Duo)

I'm here, no matter what I'm here for you

Tommy's practically melting inside as he stays completely still because Ranboo's currently using him as a pillow and personally he would rather die than wake them up they just look so peaceful but eventually he does move a little rolling onto his back because laying on side was just too uncomfortable especially since he was laying on one of his arms so he rolls over slowly pulling Ranboo with him so that Ranboo lays on his chest he just stares at them for a bit looking over they face they look calm he runs his fingers through their hair and they seem to nuzzle into his chest "adorable" he thinks.

He and Ranboo have a strong bond that confuses him because sometimes it feels like they are more than just friends, but Tommy doesn't want to be more than friends but also does that make sense? No, it doesn't, which is why he's confused.

He's not the best when it comes to emotions but he knows for a fact that he doesn't feel any romantic feelings for Ranboo and he's pretty damn sure Ranboo doesn't like him like that either, but he also knows that the platonic feelings he has for Ranboo are rather different than the ones he has for his other friends not to say that he thinks less of their friendship he holds all his friends dear but him and Ranboo are not the same but that's hard to express without it sounding like he just has crush on Ranboo and that's not true unless you can have a friend crush or something. Wait, can you?

Tommy gets out his phone and pulls up google typing in friend crush. The result's pulled up urban dictionary links he clicks on one of the links.

A squish is a platonic crush, one where you like someone and want to be close to them, but not in a romantic way.

Tommy just kind of stares at the screen for a while he feels as though he just unlocked a new door he looks over at Ranboo snuggled up on his chest before quickly typing platonic relationship into Google but as he was doing it something called a Queer platonic relationship popped up and it caught his eye he bites his lip his fingers seemed to hover over it for what seems like an eternity he was about to click but he turned his phone off putting it on the ground away from him he looked away. He took a deep breath. What the hell was he thinking? A platonic relationship that's stupid Ranboo wouldn't want to be in a platonic relationship with him and it's probably not even a real thing.

You can't platonically date someone that's just weird and ....stupid he rolls back onto his side Ranboo made a noise and Tommy stopped moving Ranboo yawned rolling off tommy back to the original spot they fell asleep in and Tommy moved next to the them so they could nuzzle back into crook of his neck which they did it wasn't long before they had gone back to their original cuddle position Tommy held Ranboo tight in his arms they foreheads were pressed together "i love you boo" he whispered in their ear so soft and so quiet that wind would blow the words away but it didn't and he swears he saw Ranboo smile.

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"Ranboo." The lady said calmly but Ranboo knew it was mask she was actually fuming and Ranboo knew right then he was done for "Ranboo dear could you come here" Ranboo could only take four steps forward before he felt a stinging on his cheek he put a hand to face he looked up at the woman in front of him he's not sure why he's surprised it's not the first time she hit him or the first time he was hit in general and yet it shocks him every time.

"When I tell you to do something. "You Do It." The woman sneered "are you such a imbecile that you can't do your fucking chores?" The lady grabbed his shirt collar lifting him up to her face looking him square in the eye "listen here brat when I come back from the store this house better be spotless cause if not" the lady laughed a sickening laugh and Ranboo could feel the heat of her breath on his face, and he could see spit fly as it landed on his face.
"well let's just say they be serious consequences" the woman dropped him and Ranboo hit the floor landing on his reel end he looked up at the lady as she walked out of the kitchen through the hallway and out the front door slamming it shut he stared at black and white kitchen tile he was alone both physically and emotionally he has never felt such a intense, agonizing and bone crushing sorrow and he realizes he has no one absolutely no one, but himself.