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After that experience with Bill and Dipper, Dipper had gotten more awkward than usual and Bill even more possessive than usual. It wasn't that Dipper didn't mind Bill being possessive, in fact, that was how they bonded to a friendship level before, it was more of that Dipper actually wanted to do something out of his own personal judgement, that was why he was less talkative. He couldn't believe he actually wanted to have intercourse with Bill... he'd never felt like this before. Wasn't being lustful Bill's thing?

Dipper shuddered under thick blankets with disgust, making him colder than he anticipated being with three heavy wool blankets. His room had the least amount of heat, but he would easily give up heat to make sure Mabel and his mother were warm any day. "That's what I like about ya, kid! You sacrifice yourself for others even if you could have it all! Selflessness isn't common in a fleshbag, after all..." Dipper smiled at the memory of Bill saying that when they'd first made the deal that led to sudden friendship... and Dipper's crushing.

"Say, I know we don't have a good past on deals, but listen to me when I say this - I think you're actually worth saving. You're a pretty interesting meatsack, Pine Tree, and if I say so myself, an underrated one!"

"Don't worry, I'm not tricking you into something again. I just wanna be friends, you know, dissolve the grievances between you and I!"

"Why're you sad, Pine Tree? Red's just a another girl you'll like along with all the others you will fall in love with along the years - I mean, come on, what was so special about her anyway? You could've done way better if you ask me, if you could have even gotten her in the first place! Listen, kid, the girl isn't smart enough or good enough for ya. If you want a girl, just ask me to find you one! Unless you want a guy, then I can do that too. I know everyone in your puny town, because, after all, I'm watching~!"

"Why did you wander in the woods like I told you not to? You could have gotten hurt, Pine Tree! You are the only human I care for, so I don't need you dying on me anytime soon! Next time, you listen to me!"

"Of course I'm your best friend! I wouldn't have made a deal for a truce if I wasn't, would I?"

"Oooohh, you like someone, doncha, Pine Tree~? Just know you can't hide it from me for too much longer! I can get in to your mind... heheheh... AHAHAHAHA!"

"You're thinking too loud again, Pine Tree," Bill said from beside Dipper, pulling the boy closer and cozying himself on his chest.

Dipper blushed at the contact, chuckling nervously. "You... you heard all of that?"

Bill giggled. "Of course I can. Especially that day dream you had earlier... damn right you'd be the one to think you'd get the advantage like being on top... all talk, or should I say all thoughts."

"I... this discussion is over."

Bill laughed again. "You should be happy you can't hear my thoughts... probably be scarred, even."

"This discussion is over, Bill."

"You'd probably sound like a girl."

"Do a favor for me, dear?"

"Sure, what?"

"Shut. The fuck. Up."

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Bill watched silently as Dipper cried about his parents for the third time in one week - not to mention the first week out of two. Sure, his Pine Tree had been sad plenty of times before, but this, this problem was reoccurring for reasons unknown. In fact, it always seemed to be whenever his mother started yelling on the phone. But if it wasn't directed at Dipper, then why was he sad?

As Dipper cried into Bill's chest, the demon thought, just like the boy would've done.

"I guess you aren't that bad when you not trying to destroy me or something... I think, at least."

"Fine, fine, we'll call a truce, how about that? No deals, but a truce. And then maybe, I said maybe, we can be friends one day."

"I guess you're right - Wendy was always older than me, after all. But I've got you, right? I don't need love if I have a friend to back me up, right, Bill?"

"I'm sorry for going there, okay! I just... I was curious. I just wanted to know more about you! You're so secretive... yeah, that's a trait in you I admire; secrets are hard to keep, but I just wanted to know! I didn't know... if I would've known it was so bad then I wouldn't have gone there. I promise you, I won't do it again."

"I guess we wouldn't be friends if it weren't for our truce, huh? I'm sorta happy we agreed to get along... for my sake, and mainly for Mabel's sake. Her mind would've collapsed without us..."

"Bill, I'm warning you, you don't wanna know who I like! It's really messed up, okay? Like... really, REALLY bad. And before you ask, no, I am definitely not in love with Mabel, you psychopath."

Ah, those were the good days. Bill could easily say the ones now were even better. Once everything was perfect, it'd all be in his favor. Plans... he could almost see it now... but not yet. Not until he truly trusts him. Only then will it work. Until then, Bill was stuck comforting the boy, a truly dreaded task, but it would soon be all worth it. Just five more months... five more months...

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