15. Dangerously close

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Dangerously close

To my eye:

my fingernail, it's too long.

Today I risked my sight

For a matter of beauty,

because I don't have green eyes

like those cat ladies on the cover

and I thought of implanting 

a pair

a pair of new eyes

a disposable pair

of a green too bright

to look like honest fiction.

They invented for that purpose

that perfect device

they call a contact lens:

when you can't put it on

it tears away on its own.

We might say

it's a small sacrifice

necessary to move away

a renunciation that burns

because the plan failed

before it even began.

Since then

I have let my nails grow,

now it happens to scratch me

sometimes.

It always ends like this

the bastard era,

putting things in a corner,

making altars

of missed opportunities.

In black marker, on the last package

I wrote

"will expire in one year",

but there is no danger,

it is a time I do not fear,

in all honesty

I don't think we'll even get there.

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