It has been many months since ____ joined the other proxies ~broughtoyoubylazyzada~
:Dream:
I found myself in the middle of a dark room, every inch of the walls covered by long,silky navy blue curtains that draped along the surface of the wall creating many shadowy spots. On the outer part of the room I saw a pile of limp figures. I slowly walked towards them and realized they were bodies, their limbs were bent and twisted awkwardly and their faces were frigid looks of terror and pain.
I saw they were everyone I knew, LJ, Tic , Jack, Masky, Hoodie, Jane, Sally, Clock(work) ~don't know if that's the name or not I haven't read that yet ~ Ben, Rake and his disturbing figure, and Jeff. I gasped drawing my hand up to my mouth holding back a sob and a heave. I noticed movement from the corner of my eye and a man stepped out of the curtains along with what seemed to be hundreds of others. They carried guns and other weapons, all aimed at me. I heard three words before they shot "Exterminate the threat"
:Dream ended:
I was shaken awake by a very grouchy but concerned looking Jeff, "____, are you okay? You were crying in your sleep." I sat up groggily and rubbed my damp eyes and cheeks. "Yeah I'm fine, just a nightmare..." I said giving a half hearted smile. Jeff lost the look of concern and it was replaced with a look of content. "You should smile more, you look better when you do." He said. I poked his cheek above his scar, "I dunno, you smile all the time and most people are scared off by it."
Jeff rolled his eyes and sat beside me as I swung my legs over the side of the cot. "That's because they freak out over this beautiful face." He said pointing at himself grinning smugly. "I will admit you are pretty bootimuss, but, you will never be as absolutely gorgeous as mwua!" ~ how do you spell that!~
Jeff mumbled something that sounded like too far and I thought I had upset him. I frowned, "I'm sorry, I didn't know that I couldn't say stuff like that." I said feeling guilty. He crunched up his forehead giving a confused expression before frowning again and saying quietly , "I think you misheard what I said."
I cocked my head to the side giving the same look of confusion until he said, "I said 'You are'." His pale burnt skin had a slight pink time to it giving him a bit of color. I felt my own face light up probably red as a strawberry. "U-um, thanks?" I said quietly looking down at my hands feeling more heat rush to my skin.
Jeff was silent for a long time before I heard him whisper, "Why are you questioning whether to thank me for what I said, you really are pretty..." I looked over and say his face was a darker shade of pink than before and quickly looked back down at my hands. "Because... I was called a freak for 12 years, I was different and so I was called a fat,ugly,freak skank. People told me to kill myself, that I didn't deserve to live because I was so revolting. Hence me not taking compliments well." I felt old anger and sadness come up and burn in my chest as I thought of my classmates taunting and breaking me down as I quietly took the name calling and physical abuse from them and my alcoholic father.
Jeff's POV
I listened to ____'s reasons of doubting her beauty and immediately wanted to hunt down and kill the people who had made her doubt herself. I looked over at her and saw her fists where clenched, knuckles white. "They were wrong, you're beautiful and the most normal person I've met in a long time." I tried to cheer her up and saw her lips tug into a small smile. She finally looked up and wrapped her arms around my neck.
Readers POV
I looked up at Jeff and felt the urge to hug him so I did, I wrapped my arms around his neck cradling my head in the crook of his neck. He stiffened for a second and then wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer towards him. His embrace was warm and protective, he held me close until I decided to back away. I smiled, "Thank you." I said finally feeling confident that I could be pretty in at least someone's eyes. Jeff had returned to his proper color and my face had cooled down.
I looked down again twiddling my thumbs feeling awkward in the silence that pursued until I felt rough, slender fingers lightly touch my cheek and push it so that I faced him. "I can't believe I'm saying this but,________, you've grown on me and I care for....no I li-....no..... L-" he stopped his blush returning. I smiled even bigger and said, "Me too." I reached up and brought him down to me pausing and taking in the smell of him before I pushed further. Our lips brushed lightly, I felt the warm rough yet soft feeling of his lips against mine as we kissed. I backed away feeling so much heat on my skin I was sure my face would explode into flames instantly.
Jeff sat in the same spot his face confused but still grinning like an idiot. Not knowing what to do I tried to make the color in my face fade until Jeff scooted closer and leaned his head on my shoulder quietly saying, "Does this mean I can call you my girlfriend?" He asked. I nodded as words wouldn't come. He smiled and covered his eyes with his hand,"I'm closing my eyes ok? And,Good." He sighed as I giggled before sitting up and going back to his bed and laying down. I did the same and let my mind rest as I replayed the last few minutes over and over in my head until sleep took me again.
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I TOLD YOU THERE WOULD BE FLUFF! I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU I TOLD YOU AND NOW IVE DONE IT AND I HOPE IT MAKES YOU BLUSH CAUSE THAT WAS THE POINT OF THIS AND I WANTED TO SEE JUST HOW FLUFFY I COULD MAKE IT AND I THINK I DID GOOD AND FUFKSJDHFJSBFJJEMFJJDJD. Okay now that I'm done please comment and tell me if you want me to do more for this I'll end up writing a few more parts either way but if more is wanted I will write more then a few. Anyways thanks for reading!~Zada
