First Love

chapter 4

August 26
Well I'm not sure how to describe the trip awesome but not so awesome and awkward or weird? Well look I did get to go with angel on the trip. On the bus ride over I sat with him and we just talked all normal things although he told me he got me some snacks hehe. Well when we got off the bus we started to walk around and had to stick with our buddy and that was not hard at all, atleast not for me,well not until Cindy came along.... She, she couldn't stay with her buddy, she had to come and ruin my buddy bond! She just came and said she would walk with us and I didn't know what to do I just had to let her... so then I started to just get away from them because I kind of got annoyed. I ended up walking with my friend pricila for a while, funny story while we walked she decided her eyeliner wasn't so great so she took out her eyeliner pencil and tried to put it on but she was really slow so Mr J-low told her not to and for her luck the tip of the pencil broke but I guess that's what she gets for doing things at the wrong time. But anyways when I saw that cindy got away I'd go back to him. Well then there was lunch brake and umm hehe I think I may or may not have maid it to obvious that I liked angel cause I kept hugging him. But then again being in his arms was just amazing! well after that we went back on the bus and I sat next to him again! And OMG well if u thought I maid it obvious before well now I did well he ended up letting me lay me head on his shoulder. ❤❤❤ so at the end of the day, I guess I could say that it was quite a good day.

August 27
I can't stop thinking about yesterday it was just so cute I mean my goodness who could it was such a good day. Can I just say it's even stuck in my dreams!

August 28
I'm such a jealous child of someone who isn't even mine! I saw him talking with this one girl they looked so happy and they laughed alot and as I watched I felt my inside melting! I just wanted to die... I know I know it's stupid but I have alot of feelings towards him.