𝑻𝒐𝒐 𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒚𝒆𝒅

𝑶𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔

Chapter 2: only friends

Why do people convulate things when things are already impeded from the first level .....i really do not have any idea about that,i guess people love jeopardising things in every sense....

"Hey sweetie!!"Mom greeted me with a long hug and smile which i was craving badly the whole day from her especially...not even Laura could do anything about it...

The dinner passed by silently as usual as it should be and now even dad was tired for the day too well this day also came to a big close with our monotonous routine everyday....The day i am talking about was fine until some incidents took place...

"What are you doing ? "I asked as to what Saniya twitched , suddenly saying that "oh watching some cooking videos...."
Really!? I asked bewildered ; she was never the one who loves cooking to be least said she is my one and only sister who loves doing social media and only a of bit studies to be precisely said but this cooking matter is brewing something else but whatever she was doing atleast calmed me kind of down rather than dealing with these shit that was continuing to happen to me.... A strange thing happened today.....

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Ryan's pov:

I am always worried what will happen to her my beloved" Pratiksha" , she is the one who worries about me but never seems to see through me how I feel about her she is the most sweetest person I have ever met i think we are meant for each other and even god wants us to be together. I met her today morning but i just don't know what to say about this but it's like we have known each other since we were kids and the most cutest part is we haven't separated from ourselves but since we came to college her female bestie Laura came to the picture and I suddenly went back to be limited to school days only though we meet in the college premises but the old touch of our friendship is gone and I think she also feels the same way but I do want to reconcile with her so much she doesn't even know , but today I wanted to make it just not only make it but wanted to make it" big time...."

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Today I met her in the college premises and thought of going straight to get her but saw as usually busy with her bestie but was suddenly encouraged by the look she was giving me that made me go towards her and tell her what I was feeling from inside and that our 20 years of friendship can totally turn into something more and we can be happily ever after.... I just wanted her to be the happiest person because what I felt was from the deep core of my heart!!

I approached her and she happened to send Laura away so that we could talk we had a talk one of a great kind based on the scale than the other days to be gratefully said 😊 ..... She was about to go away when I took her hand in mine and told her what I felt about her from about 2- 3 years before and conveyed all of my feelings towards her and yeah I really wanted her to accept my feelings that I had kept inside of me so long ....well I guess that was the most greatest of great mishap that took place in an instant when she just swiftly took her hand away and told me ,"Ryan, are you out of your mind , man you know that I am not into love and all those matters...i just don't like dating at all people break up and that's the ugliest view of all".. I don't even know what to say I did know that she didn't like dating but never believed in love well that was new to me because i never knew that side of her..... she could be so harsh like wow even telling about it hurts then just think what I felt from within it just broke me apart I guess it also marked the culmination of our 20 years of friendship.........

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Pratiksha's pov:

Not gonna lie i am already having a bad time to be truly told because what happened today with Ryan was just out of nowhere it hurts but I can't do anything about it because it was kind of his fault too....but still maybe it is of my fault too because I was involved in it maybe i shouldn't have told so outrightly all those words to him even now my inner conscience is constantly pricking me but believe me what I told him about my feelings towards him was true to myself" but why does it hurt so much!!!" It's late night and maybe apologizing him will solicit everything because i appreciate and respect his feelings but as because I don't feel the same that doesn't mean that I will let our 20 years friendship go down the drain.....✨✨✨✨✨

The next very day I met him at the college canteen ," hey!" I called out to him ,to my utter shock (though i shouldn't be) i found him nodding to me and taking his food to go and sit in the furthermost corner of the food arena...i just came and gripped him by the end part of his shirt and asked him, "May I sit?" to which he nodded again ...I was hoping to start the conversation with just something atleast then I found that our childhood memories would be the best triggering juncture of our conversation and started off with that we had some chitchat but hell i guess he won't open up to me again ...I just sincerely hope he finds someone who will be with him till the end but I decided to tell all of my thoughts too to him about dating and how I hated it because I have myself handled too many breakups of my friends and acquaintances and sorted them out; after having sorting all of those out I am just sickened by the topic called "dating"..... I intended myself to be with him as friends only but yeah I myself feel that the old touch of our friendship is gone🙂!
But yeah I know him he is the kindest of all I have ever seen and he is keeping our friendship intact though I know that's pinning him thousand needles inside ......But yeah after all its true that we are definitely" just friends"....

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Ryan's pov:

I definitely knew this was the end and no matter how much I try i won't make it which is a place in her heart for me ....but it's okay I feel lucky to have her and she is precious enough for me, that i cannot lose her in any circumstances never ever .....So I choose to quit full time just to save our friendship and not let her feel bad for all of this again maybe I will find a girl for myself one day but she definitely won't be like her because whatever I do she will remain in my heart forever 😊.... As said by the great playwright William Shakespeare : "Expectation is the root of all heartache" which is the main reason as because I thought she might think me as her potential partner and even more than a friend 😄

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