Everything is so fucked up. PEOPLE in general are fucked up. I don't mean fucked up as in you have issues, i will never judge for that, but i mean throwing horrible insults at people fucked up. Never asking always assuming fucked up. Always assuming that someone's ok, (not referring to myself, but assuming for others in general) fucked up.
I've read 3am thoughts that made me hurt inside because someone, even someone that i don't interact with that much, is hurting so bad. And i know what a lot of that feels like, and I'm sure that some of the other people that read it do too, and yet no one commented. I was the only one (besides one), even tho they asked people to read it to comment, even if it wasn't meaningful. I wanted to say a LOT more then i did, but at the same time i didn't want to flood their device, because they hadn't answered a DM, so i didn't want it to feel invasive. BUT STILL. NO ONE SAID ANYTHING. This person got personal, which is always a risk, and you could FEEL their pain in their words, and through these horrible experiences. And i get that other peoples pain is hard to talk about, or "deal with", BUT THIS PERSON DESERVES TO BE LET KNOW THAT PEOPLE CARE. and that they are valid. and not alone. Because when your alone, you get into your own thoughts. and then you can spiral. and spiraling a lot of the times involves relapse. and that FUCKING SUCKS. Spiraling is hard for anyone, for you can't see outside of whatever it is, self hate, dysphoria, lots of intrusive thoughts, or all of the above. Spiraling if you do it for long enough, can very easily lead to depression. Both are very dark places, and when you are in that dark place, you need either someone or something to pull you out. You don't know for sure if you can be that person, but do it, just so you know you fucking tried. Your one comment can do some much good, so show some god damn empathy, if not at the least sympathy. Even if you don't have room to be a therapist, you can be a safe person by simply talking about nonsense.
I try my best to do this, i want to be a safe person, but if you need one and haven't talked to me, REACH OUT i will talk about serious things, you can vent, or we can talk about dancing squirrels (you know who you are)
YOUR VALID. Stay safe, eat REAL food, drink water, and, just breath
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My very own 3am thoughts
Random❗❗ Should i post this? Probably not. But who knows, maybe i'll meet someone in the comment section who isn't shitty YOUR VALID. Stay safe, eat REAL food, drink water, and, just breath
