Not only my head but my heart fucking hurts. Someones (i'm not trying to call out, so don't fucking ask) family member found their Wattpad, which is bad in multiple ways, got beat up, relapsed, and sent this all in a message that sounded too much like a goodbye after days of not responding. Saying they'll remember me and all the friends they made on here. And that fucking sucks. To possibly not be able to talk to them anymore. Not knowing if their ok. Fuck. I mean, Who knows. Maybe i'm stupid to care. But i'm not. And this was one person who wasn't shitty, similar age, and all this other shit that i'm not going to share because that stuff was private. But still.
I'm going back and forth to hurting to fed up. not with them, they didnt do anything wrong. but just with this app, and with people. And who knows if i'll be able to ever talk to them again. Or find another nonshitty person to message when i'm bored. So i guess no more dancing squirrels for me
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My very own 3am thoughts
Random❗❗ Should i post this? Probably not. But who knows, maybe i'll meet someone in the comment section who isn't shitty YOUR VALID. Stay safe, eat REAL food, drink water, and, just breath
