*~Anxiety~*

Chapter 6

(Ender's pov')

When I had woken up Leofwine was out of bed already getting food for us all this morning. After I looked around a bit I noticed that I was still wearing the gem I had gotten from Leofwine as a gift and also to protect me, which I had also made into a necklace. I took it off to make sure it wasn't hurting my neck and that sent Leo a high frequency beep making me end up hearing him run in the room thinking I was getting hurt or attacked, I laugh at this every time because I'm not actually- in danger. When Leo ran in the room he looked at me and instantly calmed down because he had just realized I had only taken it off for a little. Once everyone was more calm with things around the kingdom we all sat down and invited the rest of the guards to have breakfast with us.

(After they finished eating cause why not.)

Once we all got back to the dorm rooms Leofwine and Blair both went back outside to practice some things, I sat alone in my room and even though I knew if I let half of myself rest and transformed into one of my sides it might feel weird because the children would be inside of my present full together body that would be fully resting in my mindspace until i transform back. I sat on my bed for a while then got up, I decided to let my body rest and split myself apart. Both sides of me had split into 2 people, one, a man the same age as me and as black as a deep and dark cloud, the other as white and pure as snow.

(Era's pov [the girl side of ender])

After me and my brother had split I looked around for a bit taking in the view of our separate world from the End-Kingdom, I got up from the bed and took brother End's hand, i ran through the kingdom taking in everything then i got to the roof..

When i got to the roof i saw a man and a small child, i had recognized their personality and End had recognized their looks, we had heard that Ender had described them to us as Leo being the tall man that she had loved and Blair being the small child that both Leo and Ender had loved dearly.

Me and End walked up to them both and said hello, End could only speak English like the others in the family of Ender's but for me I could only speak a bit of English and mainly spoke Enderman so Brother had to translate. I stopped talking after a while and spaced off into the mindspace to ask Ender about them.

['Ender is this the man named Leofwine that you mentioned in the mindspace?']

{'Yup!! He is a very kind man, but don't explain how you two got here and don't bring up that i am in the mindspace.'}

['ok i won't and thank you very much beloved Ender!']

When I got back out of the mindspace brother was in my face pulling my ear because I had spaced off for too long, "Owchieeeeeeee," I said as my brother laughed. Then Leo had walked toward us because he was a little confused,- concerned, and didn't trust us much. After Leo was face to face with us he asked "what is going on here....how the hell did you get in here and who are you where is my Diamond .." I just stood there scared for a moment but then I said in the best English I could "we were summoned here by beloved Ender but that is all you must know for now, I am Era and this is br...brother! Name is End-!" I just stood there as Leo looked right at my eyes, I was a bit scared but he stopped after a while and went back with blair. I calmed down a lot and my tail had become visible, it was swaying side to side like a small demon tail but it was fluffy at the end, long, and faded from white to black. When i had noticed my tail was out my wings popped out and so did Brother's ears and wings. After a while we ran off to go set our forms to look more...."natural" but after that we were worried because we were sure that Leofwine or Blair had seen one of us in part of our full forms. After a bit we both transformed back together back into Ender and were back in the mindspace, again.

(Ender's Pov')

When I was back fully I walked out of my room and Leofwine was standing right at my door, he looked a bit confused, mad, and was suspecting something was wrong. "Oh heyyyyy— what are you doing here—??" I asked with an awkward smile and laugh. "I know something is up, who is End and Era." Leofwine asked with a slightly demanding tone. All I did was make up an odd, dumb, usless, excuse.. "Oh shoot, look at the time I'm gonna go get a small snack, we can talk about this...hmm..later.!" I laughed awkwardly and walked to the cafeteria downstairs. I grabbed boba and a few food items then walked up to the tables at the roof. When I sat down I ate my food trying to think about what to say and how to get what happened off his mind, but then he suddenly walked up to the roof and sat next to me. "What was all of that about and who actually are End and Era?" Leofwine said. "Well I don't feel like explaining at the moment...but when I am ready I will!" I had said with a small smile as I kissed Leo's forehead and teleported back to my room.

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