ÄNGLARNAS SÅNGBOK

THIS TRAGIC FAREWELL

Efter att ha dött i kriget mot Graciella och hennes resa tillbaka till himlen och helvetet, sjunger Jirina om sin sorg och skuld hon känner för att ha lämnat Elderick och hennes vägrade att låta sin skuld och smärta läka. Den kan också referera till flera andra personer i böckerna till exempel Richard och Aesira.

[JIRINA]
My world started burning so bright
He was the one who lit the fire
Now I'm playing with hells fires
All alone here in the shadows of darkness
I had to learn the hard way
That being an angel has its price
But I'll never forgive myself
That you were my greatest sacrifice

And I can't bring myself to say farewell
I walk with my head up
Keeping my heartache pain inside my heart
Keep telling everyone, especially myself
That I'm alright when I know it's a lie
His face will always haunt me
It's my comfort and my curse in Hell
And I can't imagine any feeling
That could be worse
Than this tragic farewell

Some days the guilt inside me
Becomes too much suffering for me to bear
I stopped seeking forgiveness from God
I don't have the will to care anymore
I know I should be stronger and don't give up
'Cause I think that's what you would want
Would he be ashamed if he saw the broken light I've become

And I can't bring myself to say farewell
I walk with my head up
Keeping my heartache pain inside my heart
Keep telling everyone, especially myself
That I'm alright when I know it's a lie
His face will always haunt me
It's my comfort and my curse in Hell
And I can't imagine any feeling
That could be worse
Than this tragic farewell

And I'm so sorry that I couldn't save us
I gladly would have stayed with you
For all eternity
I wanted to always be by your side
But I broke my greatest promise I ever made to you!
Please, don't let us go
Don't leave me here alone

'Cause I can't bring myself to say farewell
I walk with my head up
Keeping my heartache pain inside my heart
Keep telling everyone, especially myself
That I'm alright when I know it's a lie
His face will always haunt me
It's my comfort and my curse in Hell
And I can't imagine any feeling
That could be worse
Than this tragic farewell
This tragic farewell