Monster

Chapter 2

My eyes flutter open but the overhead light shone down on me like the sun, my eyes closing sharply at the contact. I try to open my eyes slowly this time, letting my eyes stabilize with how bright this goddamn light is. I try to rub my eyes but my hands are stuck, my memory rushes in of where I am. I'm strapped down in the illusion room, no wonder this whole ass room is white. I take a quick sweep of the room even though I've got this whole piece of ground memorized at the back of my palm. Mirrors cover every inch of this hideous place, it's annoying to know that someone is watching me from each and every single one of them, two way mirrors are very frustrating.

I'm starting to think getting captured by the avengers would've been a way better idea then having to deal with a temper tantrum from my commander. If he's so set on getting those suits he should do it himself, maybe then he'll realize how god damn hard it is to get them and then successfully leave with that big ass suit. When I get let on my next mission, getting caught by them seems amazing, or I could run away. Get the fuck away from all of them. That is if I can figure out where that stupid tracking chip is.

The button goes from red to green on the door in front of me, it buzzes and the commander treads towards me. I glare at him as he stalks up to me, a smirk on his goddamn face. He's delighted to see me in misery, no he gets a rush from watching me scream and beg to be set free. God I fucking hate him.

"How are you doing my little bunny~" he pats my head in a soothing manner, I jerk my head away from his touch, a look of disgust washes over my face. Clearly that angers him quite some bit as he yanks my hair to get me to look at his face. He brings his face down to mine, his hot breath wafting onto my face, I cringe away trying and failing to get out of his hard grasp.

"I'll give you one more time, little bunny. You fail, and I will personally be the one to put a bullet through your head." he throws my head back onto chair glaring down at me, my head makes a loud thud as it comes into contact with the chair, I jolt from the hardness of the chair my head will definitely have a bruise tomorrow. I think thoroughly about giving him one more chance, if I genuinely want to succeed in my mission, I'll have to ask for help from a certain someone. Someone who has never failed their mission.

The only person who could help me is hidden away somewhere, hopefully the commander would be smart enough to let him accompany me on my next mission.

"Sir. Where is the winter soldier, I think it would be a great idea if he came along with me for my mission. Someone like him would surely be successful during our heist. And I'll definitely learn by watching him." I ask looking up at him, the green color of his eyes were a nice shade of green that reminded me of the avenger Loki, the only difference between them is that Loki's was a nice soft green color. It reminded me of a nice forest, one that I used to have back home. It gave me comfort for some odd reason, his eyes were very pretty and soothing.

"He's out on a mission and for once your idea could be...good. Once he comes back I'll send him your way. You will leave in three days so prepare yourself, I don't like repeating myself little bunny." He commands me strictly, I groan and throw my head back, three days is mental, my body is hurting like hell and I bruises all over me. How the hell will I succeed when it feels like I'm about to break down.

"Thank you, sir" I reply stiffly, he pulls out a remote and presses a button, a beep then goes off and the straps are removed from my hands and legs. Another one goes off making the limiter around my neck drop to the ground. My power's rush back into me. The feeling of having them back makes me feel safe and calm. My body starts to heal itself, which gives me back some of my strength, though I'd like all of it.

"Get dressed and meet me in my office, I'll explain to you what your mission will be." He looks me up and down, and turns his back walking out the door.

"Understood" I reply at his stalking figure. I exhale, a surge of energy goes through me, be positive I will succeed this time. I jump down from the chair I was plastered on, and grab my clothes from the arm table next to me. I quickly put my clothes on and rushed out the room, not wanting to spend another minute in that terrible place.

I rush towards Lily's small clinic, wanting to know how bad my injuries are. I open the door scanning the room for lily. I catch her red hair at the far right corner, bent over someone. She injects something into the person and turns away from them. Her face lights up when she sees me, but it quickly fades away as she remembers why I'm here.

"How bad is it Lily. Please don't lie to me" I plead with her, I hate when she covers up what happened or how badly I was hurt. She sighs and shakes her head.

"It was pretty bad, I was scared you weren't gonna wake up. Y/N, sweetheart please, you have to succeed in this mission. Your body can't take it anymore. It's giving up-" she lectures me as I cut her off, hating the look on her face and this whole conversation.

"I'll be fine, Lily. It's me, I'm strong, okay this won't bring me down. You know that, Lily for god's sake you made me" I stare at her, and give her a small smile. I take her hands in mine, squeezing them to remind her that I'm okay, and that I'll be alright.

"Just please be careful, promise me that" She pleads with me, worry coating her face. She takes me into a hug, Lily has always been like a mother to me, even though she made me who I am, she's always been there for me.

"Okay, I promise I will. But I have to go now, the commander wants to tell me my next mission" I sigh, as she gives me a sad smile. She lets me go, as I close the door of her clinic. I slowly walk towards the commander's office, dreading to see him.

The commander has always been a harsh person, it makes sense why he gets mad, always losing to the Avengers and all. But I've always hated him, he always uses children to do his dirty work.

I was one of the children he took. Ripped me away from my family, from my mother. I miss her so much, my hand drifts to the necklace to my neck. One day mother, one day I will find you.

I stop in front of his office door and start to pace in front of it, I take a deep breath and walk in. I'm met with two sets of eyes looking at me, I'm shocked to see the winter soldier already here. The commander said he'll be back in three days, why would he call him back earlier.

"Finally deciding to join us little bunny" commander speaks in an irritated voice, he told me to come here straight away, it hasn't even been that long. I turn and look at him, I control myself from rolling my eyes at his impatience. He reminds me of a child way too much.

"Sorry about that commander, I just stopped by the clinic" I replied, emotionless. Not hinting any sort of pain or fear in my voice. The corner of my eyes catches the winter soldier looking at me, I still don't get why he's here so early.

"It doesn't matter, anyways the Winter soldier will fill you in on your mission. I'm not in the mood of saying things twice." he sends a sharp look towards me, but doesn't say anything else.

"You both are dismissed." he pretty much throws us out of his room and into the hallway. The winter soldier walks away so I follow him, not knowing where we're going or what we're doing, yet. But I'm putting my trust into him, not sure if it will be a good idea or not, but hopefully it won't end up being that...bad.