Till death sets us apart. (Mattheo x y/n)

The astronomy tower.

I walk through the halls of hogwarts after a long exhausting day on my way to my dorm.
I decide to skip dinner in the great hall.
In my dorm I get changed into a green hoodie and black sweatpants.
While I change I see all the ugly scars on my body, the scars from all the torture.

I take a nap for a few hours.
It's 10PM now. I decide to go up to the astronomy tower, even tho we're not allowed to go out our dorms at this time.

I sit on the astronomy tower, my legs dangling of the edge. If I would move a little bit more forward I will fall. I imagine it, how the fall will be so goddamn peaceful. Suddenly there's a person behind me, I ignore it.

"What are you doing up here?" The voice said as I don't bother to look who it is.
"Hello?"
Then I finally look behind me.
It's that one populair slytherin boy, Mattheo. He makes my life a living hell, always makes stupid comments to me, bullies me etc.

"What do you want?"

"Nothing, I just wanted to sir here for a bit. And now I am wondering what you are doing here, all by yourself on the astronomy tower at 10:30PM"

"I can ask you the same you know."

"I just told you. Maybe you shouldn't be sitting to close to the edge. You may fall." Mattheo said sarcastically.

I stay silent as I hear the sarcasm in his voice.

He looks at me and just stares.

I get nervous and scared knowing he will make another stupid comment.

"I didn't saw you today at diner. That's a good thing since you need to loose weight." He says half laughing.

I just stay silent. I haven't ate anything in 3 days. His words hurt. I've been bullied a lot. I have and fucking eating disorder and I am skinny. But it's never skinny enough.

Then he looks with a serious face at me.
"To be honest I haven't seen you the last days at breakfast, lunch nor dinner."

"Well that's a good thing right." I say at him with a bit of a sarcastic and hurt voice.

"Yea it is." He says back, but this time his voice isn't sarcastic it's serious.