A/n
"Ok so I'm sorry for not updating I couldn't think of anything. oh ya! from now I'm gonna find song to listen to when u r reading it kinda sets the mood, plus sorry for the font change"
TW: self harm
1 week later
Y/n pov
Recently mattheos been saying hurtful stuff so I've decided to move out, he really hurt me and I know I shouldn't let I get to me, but every once in awhile I break down.
Dracos been helping me deal with mattheo. I don't know what I would do if I didn't have draco he is truly the best.
3rd person pov
At the malfoy manor
Bye guys I'll miss u so much! Y/n says basically crying.
Lorenzo is already ball his eyes out like a baby.
Theodore looks pissed of at mattheo for being the reason y/n's moving out.
Draco being dracos crying and eating green apples for comfort.
Regules is just looking at
Y/n, with eyes full of sorrow and pity.
Blaise is tearing up.
And we'll mattheo sits in his room. He knows he hurt y/n but he thinks it's to late now. Somthing he knows deep down is that he loves y/n and he hurt her bad, and from having this thought in his brain he starts crying. laying on his bed he crys and crys screaming into his pillow so no one could hear him. The pain of y/n leaving was something he couldn't bare.
Mattheo pov
I wanted to stop her from leaving. It felt like there was a hole burning my heart nonstop. But I knew I was the villain. I knew I hurt her. I knew no one not even I liked myself. I knew I was everything like my father a horrible man with no purpose in life.
Y/n pov
I miss him. I think I should say bye. I don't think he wants to see me... Fuck it I need to see him.
I run down the halls turning sharply. The only sound in my ears being ringing and my shoes meeting with the ground.
Mattheo! Matty!
As soon as I yelled that I realized I haven't called mattheo matty for almost a week. The broke me even more.
I ran to his room and just bursted in not even catching my breath.
As I walk in I see mattheo sitting on his bed with tears in his eyes hiding something behind his pillow with blood everywhere. No no NO! MATTHEO NO PLEASE!
I run to mattheos bed and fall down beside him. "Why?" I ask with my voice breaking and nonstop years in my eyes.
Where show me! I say.
Mattheo pov
"I um... get out.." it hurt to say those words but I couldn't tell her how I felt.
Y/n pov
No! I grab his arm looking at the cuts. WHY!?! I scream. Please mattheo ur my bestfriend I love u! I scream in pain. I hug him tightly not ever wanting to let go. Please mattheo I love u Please!
GET OUT! Mattheo shouts.
Please I love u matty don't do this please. I protest and beg like my life depends on it.
I was so hurt. I just ran outside his door. I was so hurt and confused. I lean against a wall for support not having enough energy to stay standing on my own.
I slowly walk back to the boys.
It's mattheo he's...h-he's hurting...himself. I say weakly.
A/n
"Ok I know this chapter is sad but I wanted to add real life struggles in this book about self harm and anything u or someone my be going thru I'm here for u and love u so much thank u for reading please vote It doesn't hurt ily and stay safe my babes"
