Have my heart (chris sturniolo)

the funeral

It was a dark morning, definitely early. I was in the triplets spare bedroom soon to be my own. I picked my charging phone of the table and checked the time 3.54 am.
' omggg ' I thought. I couldnt nowait for this funeral to be over and done with. I walked downstairs into the kitchen where I saw nick and Chris.
" Hey guys" I said quietly.
" Hi, bye " Nick said as he sleeply walked back up the stairs to his bedroom.
" how are you" Chris asked.
"Ig okay, I think I've gotten over it now." I replied.
"Glad to hear your better" Chris said pulling my waist into him for a hug. I hug him back deeply, as all my worries and saddness practically melts away.
Then just as we pull out of the hug, I stare into his eyes, our faces inches apart, he stares back peacefully into my eyes. We drift closer and closer together until.. " um I better head back to bed " Chris says.
" yh me too" I say standing apart from him as he walks back up the stairs. It was for the best nothing happend there was already too much going on.

THE DAY OF THE FUNERAL

I awoke to the dun shinning deep into my bedroom, my mind still comming back to last night when me and um yk... yh. I step out of bed and get ready for the funeral. I walk down stairs to see all three of the boys standing near the table.
" Hey boys" I say
" Hi Y/ N " Matt says
" Hey" Chris said
" morning girl" Nick says
" How are you feeling" Chris asked me.
" a lot better now that I've gotten everything out of my system" I replied we  all hug and all eventually going into the funeral

The funeral went OK, there was actually alot of people there my mum
Did have alot of friends. It wasn't that sad as I had already gotten that over with but after the whole funeral. I went to spread their ashes the triplets did ask to come with me but I wanted to do this alone.

I got to their first house as they said they wanted their ashes there in their will. I placed to pot down onto the grass. You could tell no one lived there as the vines climbed the front of the house. The front door gone on the front ward. I took the first hand full of the grey sad sand and threw it onto the garden then another one onto the fence and all over until it was all gone then I left the pit in the walk way up to the house then finally left.