Inky || Park Jimin || Psychopath (18+/21+)

Chapter 35

I woke up around 9:43am, I let out a big yawn and rubbed my eyes, soon I felt something heavy on my body and I opened my eyes clearly. "Yahhhh! Jungkoooook! You so damn heavy! Agrhhh!!!" I groaned and pulled him off from myself.

He woke and shifted himself comfortable on the bed by laying on his back, I starched my back and looked at the time, "9am!......FUCKING 9AM!!!" I mumbled at first and shouted next but cooled down again as I remembered it's weekend.

I shook Jungkook by saying, 'Yah! Don't you have classes or any work? Yahh!!!" He dead sleeping. I got near to his ear and, "JEON JUNGKOOOOOOOOK! WAK-MMGRHHM!" He pushed my face hardly in sleep that I even got a crack in my neck and I regretted shouting in his ear as it's paining.

I rubbed my neck in back as I winced, "Yah! Wake uppppp!!!" I shook him again and he groaned this time. I yawned heavily and laid back again as I'm getting too lazy. I crawled to his shoulder and pushed his right arm up to make set it like a pillow and laid my head.

I started to give smalls slaps on his face to wake him up, "Yah! Yah you wake upppp!!!" I shook his head hell out. "Y/n I swear I'll kill you go away!" he spoke with an anger but his eyes rolled back due to heavy sleep and he dead sleeping again.

"I'm getting lazy seeing you only!" I yawns again.

After half one hour~

I opened my eyes and, "Yahh! Jungkook! You have classes, wake upppp!!!" I shouted.

"Stop shouting, I'm already woke!" He spoke still kept his eyes closed. I looked over him and sighs.

"Ahhh! I wish I would born as Taehyung Oppa's sister not as your sister. I'm being lazy because of you!" I groaned.

"What am I to you? Your dad? You look like mom, and I look like dad. I agree with that I'm lazy as him, but you? Mom is an energetic one, a brave one, stronger! Decent one of course! And here you are just having her same face but opposite, having quite opposite character of her!" He sighs as I rolled my eyes and faced my back to him.

Soon he pulled me into his embrace and planted a kiss on my forehead as I shed a tear by hearing about our parents, it's broking me in some point by remembering about them, on their funerals day, I have no idea of that what's it even means to, I was just Five and Jungkook is just 7, Tae oppa is 9 on that time. I kept on asking every relatives about my mom like where mama gone, where mama is, when mama is coming, with a smile. I didn't even understand that time why they kept on crying on that day.

To my right sense consciousness, I only know about that Jungkook is a xerox copy to my dad and I'm to my mom. I only got to know their got into an accident.

I sobbed as I couldn't able to gulp the lymph in my throat, I don't know why but I felt lonely without mother love. I'm having father's love by these two but I'm lack of mother's love, I don't know why but it's still hurts and kept on missing.

"Everything is not permanent bun, you have to forget the painful ones whatsoever it take you to or up to! We don't know when death comes, we cant stop it unless we have to accept it!" He sighs while cupping my cheeks with his palms and wiped my tears away.

"I'm scared O-Oppa, I'm scared of l-losing you!" I sobbed as all I can see is blur vision due to my tears. Jungkook chuckled out.

"Why? Why you scared of losing me? Am I going to suicide myself or what? Oh come on come back to your sense!" He spoke while wiping my tears with a giggle as he knows what I'm up to but he doesn't want me to think in that way. He want's me to think all positive, but I'm end up on having negative thoughts right now.

I hugged him tightly like he is going to ran away as I buried my face on his chest, only I got my father's scent from him as it's so warm whenever I near to him like I feels so safe and all in his warmth. He brushed by hair back while resting his chin on my head.