Theoratically Falling
3 o'clock in the afternoon.
Walang practice dahil may event na gaganapin sa audi at sabi rin ni pres ay imemorize na lang ang mga lines at maghuhunting sila ng damit sa UK (ukay-ukay) sa may bayan. Nakasama na rin sa paghunting at ang saya pero ngayon ay dahil lead role daw ako ay kailangan kong magconcentrate daw sa play mismo.
Anyway nandito kami sa may sunog na building dahil wala naman tumatambay dito dahil takot sila dito.
I'm not kasi I love the place solemn na akin lang.
And by mean KAMI kasama si JA as usual
Busy ako sa pagbabasa ng lines ng biglang kausapin ako ni JA
"Can I say something crazy?" Tumingin ako sa kanya at tumango nagpipigil ako ng tawa basta alam niyo na.
"Do you believe in Love at first sight?" tanong niya
"Well scientifically speaking Women will fall in love in 15 days while Men can easily fall in love in just 2 seconds." Sabi ko
"Science has no prior when it comes to love." Wika niya "Well love can be felt well some says that it's the brain is in the making but Love has no calculation or formula."
Alam ko na ata ang patutunguhan nito I need to stop him. Hindi pwede.
"JA stop alam ko kung saan ito pupunta. JA it was just a misunderstanding about last Monday? Hind-" pinutol niya ako
"A misunderstanding? SO LAST MONDAY WAS JUST A MISUNDERSTANDING?!" pasigaw na niyang sinabi "I know mali itong ginawa natin pero I'm Theoretically falling for you." Sabi niya ng walang pangamba
"Paano ka na kakasiguro? Paano mo alam na mahal mo na ako?" sabi ko
"Kailangan pa ba iyon? Basta pagkagising ko na lang mahal na kita" sabi niya
"JA, baka nalilito ka lang? Iba ang Infatuation sa Love. Wag mong ipagkanulo na pareho lang iyon dahil hindi. Infatuation iyong may gusto ka lang na bagay pero ang Love even their flaws ay tanggap mo na. The word Love is heavy I tell you. Baka infatuation lang yan. Baka paghanga lang yan. You don't know me JA" paliwanag ko sa kanya.
"Alam kong hindi infatuation ito. I'm just lying about na ngayon lang kita nakita. Noong last year pa. First day of school nabihag mo na ako sa taglay mong ganda. I've been your admirer for 1 year and i don't know the months but matagal na kitang gusto. Nasa malayo lang ako. Torpe ako kaya hindi ako makalapit sayo kaya ayun naunahan ako pero ngayon kukunin ko ang sinisigaw ng puso ko at ikaw iyon" and just like that he just claimed my lips
I'm young and I'm dumb I do stupid things when it comes to love.
And suddenly he gave me a taste of his love. With his deep kiss I opened my eyes and a tear came falling down to his cheeks.
I'm a fire and he is a gasoline. With his kiss he gave the fire from my heart more blaze. And now I am dangerously have fallen for someone I just met for a short time.
Humiwalay ako sa halik.
His eyes are like the night. I'm a nyctophilic person and just a snap he made me unconsciously in love.
Pero mali parin ito. I need to settle things with Blue. Baka I'm just longing for his presence kaya ganito. Pero may heart is disagreeing what I am thinking.
Now great my Mind and my Heart is having a hard time and it's really confusing.
I know magulo ito pero ugh.....
I can't think about what to do. Bakit ganito?
I need time... Yes time...
"JA? c-can I think about this? can you give me time for this. Nakakabigla kasi." sabi ko. Ngayon oras na lang paraan dito.
Binigyan niya lang ako ng ngiti at may kinuha sa bag niya. Ng nailabas niya ito ay isang bracelet na may maliit na eiffel tower na nakadikit doon. Kinuha niya ang kamay ko at isinuot ito sa akin. Pagkatapos ay lumebel siya sa akin at hinalikan ang noo ko. At may binulong sa akin.
"Ya lublyu tebya moy zhenikh."
