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#19

You looked at Jungkook in utter shock. "So you're telling me your ex bestfriend got us kidnapped?" Felix scratches his neck as he tilts his head a little. "I guess that's what they are trying to say."

"What the fuck! Why would he do that! He doesn't even know me!" Jungkook sighs as he walks towards you. You take a step back making Jungkook stop at his place. "Its not you his after sweetheart. It's me. His doing this because he hates me."

You scoff and look at Jungkook with angry tears spilling from your eyes. "If you don't recall what happened that day let me remind you. I KILLED a man Jungkook! I shot him and he died!"

"That was self defense Y/n. You did it to protect yourself." You cut him off before he could speak. "I Killed him to protect you Jungkook! He was going to kill you so I shot him! You just don't understand do you!"

Jungkook takes a cautious step forward but you shake your head as more tears are spilling down your eyes. You never really spoke about this to anyone. The last you spoke of that moment was in Felix's house the day you and Jungkook escaped. It wasn't a memory you wanted to remember. You wipe your tears aggressively.

"NO STOP! Don't come near me Jungkook! For you picking up a gun and killing someone is easy. It's part of your daily routine. You're a mafia afterall. Isn't it. Black Swan anol. You, Jimin, Yoongi oppa. All of you are in the mafia so killing a person is easy for you. You can go on with your life as if you didn't take someone's life. But not for simple people like us. People like Jennie, Felix and I. We care, if we kill someone that will play on our conscious forever. It doesn't matter if the person was bad. It's not easy for us to forget things like that. Do you know after I killed that man I kept having nightmares? I couldn't sleep properly because that moment where I pulled the trigger keeps playing on repeat in my mind!"

"Why didn't you tell me Y/n. I could of helped you." Jungkook says as he takes a step forward but you take a step back.

"Help me? Jungkook my life was perfect without you. I had a job, I had friends. I was going to college. Living my best life but then you stormed into my life. You ruined the peace in my life. You made things hard for my friends. You made life so bad for me that I was losing my mind. If that wasn't enough you even forced me to marry you. Ever since I met you my life has just been chaos. You've made my life hell Jungkook! Whenever I'm with you I feel like I'm fucking suffocating!"

Jungkook doesn't say anything. He just stands there as he watches my outburst. "I'm done! I don't want this anymore. I want normal. I want to live a normal life where I don't have to keep worrying about crazy ex girlfriends of my husband's or I have to keep an eye out so someone doesn't kidnap me. I'm 20 Jungkook. I want to live a normal life like people my age. I want to go to college, write modules, make new friends. Meet a boy, fall in love. I want to be able to do these things. I didn't want to get married this young. I had a dream. I wanted to study in the US. I wanted to build a career but just like that everything is over and you are to blame for this."

You run a hand through your hair as you step back. You bump into Jennie and she hold you but you shrug her hands off. "Y/n can we talk please.." Jungkook pleads as he steps forward. You shake your head. "Talk? I don't want to talk to you. I hate you! I hate you from the bottom of my heart Jungkook! I HATE YOU SO GOD DAMN MUCH!"

You turn around and run to your room. Jungkook was going to follow you but Jennie grabs his hand and stops him. "You've done enough Jeon Jungkook! I will take care of Y/n now." She glares at him and then follow You towards your bedroom.

Jungkook sighs as he runs a hand through his hair messing It up. "I'm going out. I need fresh air." He says before talking his car keys and leaving. Jimin and Yoongi sighs as they go their own way. Felix looks in the direction you and Jennie went and pouts in sadness.