Orange Flower

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The aesthetic of a library anime kind
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"Omg, I love it so much here. You can go home, Lee. I'm planning on staying here for the rest of my life.
I say in a dramatic tone.

Heeseung rolled his eyes, "As if, anyway, if you're looking for me, I'm at the arcade place. Remember, we saw it on the way."

"Yeah, don't worry, Lee,"
I push him to the door,
"Go in peace, cousin."
"See you, Ri." He excitedly waves and exits the library.

"Ah finally alone," I muttered under my breath.

Honestly, I was totally in love with this place.
The only thing we could hear was the silence literally.
Well, I could still hear the sounds of the town, we could hear a small fan in the corner, the train passing on the rails and the faint sound of the radio in the back.

The library wasn't very spacious , it was kind of narrow, actually, but either way, I loved it. For me, this place was perfect.

Walking through the shelves, I suddenly heard a heavy breath. I know it was kind of nosy of me to look for the person. But I couldn't help it, I was too curious.

I quietly walked to the sound until I figured the person who was panting was on the shelves right next to mine.

I lowered on my knees and carefully pulled out the book in front of me.

Looking through the hole, I instantly found a boy hugging his knees, having trouble breathing and sweating a lot. And I exactly knew what was happening. He was having a panic attack, I had so many that I knew what he was feeling right now.

"Hey," I spoke. "It's going to be alright."

Catching the boy's attention, he looked at me.

"Breathe in as slowly, deeply, and gently as you can, through your nose. breathe out slowly, deeply, and gently through your mouth."

Nodding faintly, he did as I said. I know I shouldn't be thinking about that right now, but oh gosh, how handsome he is.

His hair was dark but not black, more like a darker shade of brown. But due to the light filtering through the blinds, his dark-brown-chocolate hair had some golden highlights.

He had gray glasses that suited him perfectly. And his eyes, oh his eyes were mesmerizing, they were dark ,so dark that I was getting lost in it. If he didn't have that shining aspect, as if one million were lost in it, its gaze would be almost scary.

His overall features were amazing. He looked so ethereal, yet scared.

I knew I was starting, but to be honest, he was too. The way he looked at me was making me flustered. He had that deep look on his face, and his gaze was piercing.

He wasn't smiling, neither was i, but he was indeed intimidating that way.

After what felt like years, I realized that his panic attack seemed to stop. I blinked a few times to stop the blush of coming to my face. I opened my mouth to speak when he suddenly got up and ran away.

As in, he really ran like Zombies was pursuing him.

I stood in my spot, confused when I heard the door bells.

I quickly got up and left the library in a hurry, but it's dumbfounded that I glanced around the peaceful street.

Nobody was there.

I turned around, disappointed, walking toward the arcade.

"Why did he run away?"

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I closed my eyes
"Pleas,please, please don't come near me,please please "

Looking down on the ground I felt my legs shaking. Damn couldn't she turn away and leave me alone?
After some times I heard her footsteps disappears, which mean she turn away.

I sigh in relief, still chocked by what just happened.
"How did she knew to help me calm down?"

But u quickly shuggred off, it's was getting late and my super-escaping-plan wasn't going sk well. By now they must have found out I was missing, but since I was stupid I forgot to charge my phone. By now he was dead .

"Oh well Park sunghoon why did you run away, walked under the hot weather for 30 min to have a panic attack in the middle of the street because Stanger were talking. "

I sigh, I was pathetic. Perhaps that's why I didn't have any friends? People sens how I was a coward and didn't want me. Well that makes sense.

I was exhausted but I had no other choice to go home.
I bet everyone is freaking out right now. But oh well what can I do.