*Kendall's POV*
"So you're over him?"
"Yes."
"For real this time?"
"Yes." And that was the first time I lied to my best friend.
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Highschool the best four years of your life right? Wrong. You're probably thinking 'oh just another bitter teenager', but I'm actually the opposite of that. I'm not bitter exactly, I mean yeah I have some unspoken feelings, but I wouldn't say bitter.
I have a really good friend, Jenn, she's been there for me since we were little. She's the little bit of hope I'm clinging to.
My life was pretty good until me and Brennan broke up. It was like the bubble that shielded me from the real world shattered and reality rushed in, like a relentless wave of saddness. After we broke up I saw the real world and how terrible it can be. He was my bubble and after he left all the bullies, depression, anxiety, self hate, everything just smacked me right in the face. I realized he was the one keeping me sane, that hit me like a train. He was my first everything; first real boyfriend, first kiss, first love, and other things that you probably wouldn't care to know about. He was my world and I was his. And I won't lie and say I don't miss him because I do. Too much. And I won't say I don't think about him because I do. A lot.
I wish I could see him again. Him and his family moved shortly after we broke up. I don't know where they went. I haven't had any connection with him since the break up. He probably never thinks about me anymore anyway, it's a waste of time.
*Ring Ring Ring*
"Hello?"
"Is this Kendall Morgan?"
"Yes? Who's this?"
"It's Brennan. Brennan Taylor."
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Take Me As I Am
FanfictionI've dealt with depression, anxiety, height, weight, love, my health, bullies, school, anything you can think of, but what's the hardest thing I've dealt with? Myself.
