Love mistaken for hatred / Felix x yn /

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Y/n's pov

It was the morning and we all were working on our things but I didn't know what Felix had to do I knew he had to see someone. "Oh y/n, can you go follow Henry I can take care of these boys" pan says to me I agree confused. I unsurely follow him he went behind Felix into this hut. "Omg your back oh how I love you" I hear a female say to Felix. "Oh really how you gonna prove you love me" I hear Felix say "maybe a kiss" the female then says then a few minutes later Felix leaves and Henry goes in.

I couldn't bare to go back to the camp or deal with them but I knew I had to go back to camp. I knew though if I saw her I'd beat her the fuck up and if I saw him I'd cry and slap him. Henry left with pan he winked at me to go back to camp I guess not knowing what happened. When I get back to camp I'm silently crying with my head down so the boys don't see me. I really wanted to scream and all but for now I'm just not going to talk to him or anything. "H-hey pan" I said wiping my tears away "can you please give this to Felix" I said giving him a note. "Uh sure but why can't you y/n not trying to be mean." He said confused. "I just...can't" I say fixing to cry again. "Oh uhm ok" I gave him a small smile and went out of camp to clear my head.

I went to a small meadow that was hard to find but it look like no one would find it so I went in and relaxed there. Wether it be me crying or throwing my knives or just laying down looking at the sky. 'Maybe I just wasn't enough maybe I just was a game or what if pan made him say he liked me what if he didn't care' I thought to myself. It soon got dark I didn't feel like going to camp so I really wanted to stay here but I knew pan would have a cow.

I've been walking for a couple hours because I got lost. Then I hear someone or people behind me. Then I see them but with another blonde, Henry's family. "Oh wow look who it is maybe I could kill you this time. The Regina woman said. I just smiled feeling like that might be the answer. "You know what I don't care. Do it" I said so tired of being a pawn being used. "No you do not touch her" baelfire said standing in front of me and then rumple joining him. "Why do y'all care you both abandoned me, why cant I be put out of my misery" I said starting to tear up while yelling the last part. " they all looked me confused and concerned. "How bout you join us sis you could have a better live" baelfire says.

Pans pov

When I see Felix I give him the note y/n asked me to give him. He looked sad and pissed reading it. "It's about what I had to do" he said I nodded knowing I needed her out of the way or I couldn't do what I needed. He started to tear up I guess wishing there was another way. It's getting late and y/n hasn't came back to camp I needed her out of the way but not the camp I thought she'd stay in her tent. I tried to stay as calm as I could. "Hey don't mean to bother you pan but where's y/n after she left camp she never came back I'm starting to get worried" Devin said very scared looking. "I- I don't kn-know" I said I said scared that I did the wrong thing. "I messed up fuckk" I said screaming the last word he looked confused but I simply told him not to worry about it. I waited for awhile until I realized she's not coming back tonight or maybe ever.

Y/n's pov

They offered me to join them I thought about pan and Felix and Devin but do they really need me. "y-yea I'll join y'all" I said nervous and sad. "Great how do we get to pans camp" Emma said to me while the snow or Mary woman smiled happily. "About that I don't remember I was there but then something happened I ran off to a meadow and forgot my back" I said looking down. "Ugh great she is useless" Regina said. "Wait a minute your tinker bell" I said pointing at the new blonde "I uhm yes why" she said confused. "Do you have pixie dust" I said and she nodded "great can I see it there's a trick I know." She looked at them all

Later on we got to the camp and pan and Henry were already gone but baelfire found the Wendy girl. I wanted to punch her but I remembered I couldn't and that I need to be nice. Then the lost boys were all sat down and I Devin. He's just by himself "y/n please tell me your ok tell me that your being forced to do this" I hear Devin say cause a lot of people to look at me. I walk over to him I sat down beside him and laid my head on his shoulder "I'm sorry dev" I said in a low voice. "Wow y/n id never think of you to be a traitor or a cheater" I hear one of the older boys say. Me getting ready to pounce on him but before I could bae starts talking to Wendy and rumple chimes in about her lying. I get up and walk over to them. She starts telling the truth and that's when Emma Regina rumple and bae start to go to skull rock. Leaving me with hook and the other couple. Wendy looks at me with disgust and starts talking to snow I couldn't take her shit so I walk off. "Hey I'm gonna get a few things out of my tent" I yelled out at the couple and hook. They nodded then I hear Felix "wow gonna betray pan and steal great grandkid you are" I just ignored him and went into my tent and grabbed certain papers and a certain bag.

I got out and they asked what I got. "Oh uhm some song things I wrote and then something I was gonna surprise a certain someone with till I found out he's a cheater." I said while glaring at Wendy with a death stare. "Oh I uhm I'm sorry to hear that" snow said then realized that he cheated with Wendy. "What the fuck do you mean I cheated also what the fuck is up with that note you left me" I wanted yo scream at Felix saying oh I fucking caught you. "Oh I don't know Felix maybe when I was supposed to train the boys pan told me to follow Henry who was following you and you fucking kissed Wendy and all that bull shit and my note I meant it" I said wanting to punch something. I then walked off to a tree and started throwing my knives at it to get my anger out. "Y/n love uhm why don't you help snow with something" hook said and I looked at him then went up to snow seeing if she needed help.

It was about an hour later they came back with Henry's body and it was preserved. Then the adults were talking then I realized my father rumple wasn't here. "Hey where's my dad at" i said almost gaging at dad and I see Devin chuckling at my response to saying dad. They all looked at me and fought over who told me. "Uhm actually you know what who do you want to tell you y/n" I hear bae say " I don't care I finally meet him and none of you are talking it's pissing me off" I said starting to really get mad. "Ok so pan trapped him in Pandora's box before we could do anything." Bae says. As much I wanted to believe he wouldn't that he's too kind to. Tears silently fell down my cheeks bae walked over seeing me. "I...I really...thought he was better than that that he wouldn't do that....do I- am I too naive. That I wanted him to care about me" I said and I noticed Felix looked hurt at how I was hurt. "No y/n you thought he cared you thought you meant something to him. That doesn't make you naive" he said trying to cheer me up. Then we hear Emma trying to get the boys to talk. "No stop you traitors" I hear Felix say. I asked bae for some tape to which he was confused but still gave it to me. I walked over to Felix and taped his mouth shut. "Maybe now we won't have to deal with each other ever again maybe now we won't have to 'make up'" j said using air quotes in the last two words.