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imyoonari one bottle a day keeps the embaressement away

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ni.ki.05 naur shes turning alcoholic
ethanlee_ LMAOO YOU DUMBFUCK
parkhoon   it's been 2 weeks nari stop 😭

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"What do you mean, you're gonna take over my account?!"The manager fixes me with a scrutinizing gaze, his eyes boring into mine as my hands clench into tight fists beneath the table. I'm trembling with disbelief, but I fight to regain control, both of myself and my erratic breathing.

Anger boils within me, threatening to spill over. "You're an upcoming idol, Jake. We have to start monitoring your actions and everything after the debut," his voice remains flat, devoid of any emotion. "You'll have the remaining month to express yourself and tease small spoilers for the debut, but once that time's up, it'll be under our supervision. Sorry."

I taste the bitterness in my mouth as I clench my jaw, leaning back in the chair to regain composure. My fists slowly unclench, but my entire body still thrums with frustration and helplessness. There's a grim understanding that settles in my mind, a realization that there's nothing I can do about it. With a reluctant nod, I reply, "Fine."

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simjakeu Where do I start? So thankful and sorry for keeping you all waiting. Hope it was all worth it in the end 😌 thank you to my HYBE family for the warm welcome and making me feel home from day one. More info to come in the coming days! Big gratitude for making me feel so loved 🤍

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yang.jw have a safe debut !! we'll support you from here. EN-Connect !<3
ethanlee_ my little bro. will always cheer from afar. EN-Connect :D<3

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Fake words, a counterfeit personality, and a hollow semblance of happiness are all I have left. Every day, I find myself wrestling with the impulse to scream "No!" and put an end to this charade. It's a maddening paradox. Why am I allowing the label to hijack my life?

Music used to be my refuge, my sanctuary. It was a medium through which I could convey my deepest emotions, confront my feelings, and express my true self. But now, it feels like I'm strangling that very source of happiness. I'm being compelled to churn out manufactured tunes, devoid of any authenticity.

Why, indeed, did I agree to debut under this label after parting ways with my friends, my support system? Why did they announce it a whole year before I was ready? They were privy to my mental struggles, the reasons that led me to leave my trainee group, ENHYPEN. They knew the torment that had plagued my thoughts and emotions.

Yet, they opted for the allure of attention and money over my well-being. And I, weak and unsure, simply allowed it to happen. I've accepted this course, and I'm prepared to bear the consequences. If this escalating fame unearths relics from my past that I'm so desperately trying to forget, so be it.

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imyoonari
SO PROUD OF YOU!! congratulations jake, i hope for the best
in this new path of life <3 though i've kept silent throughout
the years of secretely simping for you but I'll keep supporting
you and I know that you probably won't see this, because its still
in the requested DM's and it's hidden in the thousands of people
also rooting for you then just know that you are loved !! It's gonna
be tough, but I know you can overcome it. Happy debut Sim Jake !!

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Uncomplicated, with no profound significance. We are mere strangers, but there's an inexplicable pull to her presence.

For her, I'm determined to press forward, to continue.