Sometimes when I am trying to eat, I just sit there, with the food halfway chewed I'm my mouth.
I just taste it, and give it slow chews every so often.
It's like I'm scared to swallow, or chew any more.
Sometimes I start crying silently.
I try to eat, because I know I have to.
But it's overwhelming, and it just gets worse when people are rushing me to eat.
I've only told a few people that I have an eating disorder, I don't know why.
I'm usually very open with things that are wrong with me.
I guess I'm scared.
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The thoughts I think.
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