Part 10

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Tom: "to bed y/n"
I just turn to look up at him. What?! He then takes my hoodie out of my hands and grabs my hips, lifting me on to the ladder.
Tom: "go on then"
I look back to see I'm now as tall as him, it's kinda nice up here I must admit. I carefully climb up to the bed, once I'm up there I realise there is actually more room then I thought, I can kneel and still have a room above my head! Weirdly no one else is up here, I thought that Gustav or someone would be here unless all three of the others are sharing a room idk.
Y/n: "don't you have someone else up here?"
I look back at Tom only to see him hunched over. He really is tall. Tom then throws me my hoodie and moves on the bed.
Tom: "yeah it was Cameron, but he went down to sleep in Riley's room."
Oh. Okay then. I nod and move onto the bed and putting my hoodie on the floor next to it. The bed had a frame but it was shallow and had no legs, I guess to you weren't squashed against the ceiling. I then sit with my back against the headboard. Tonight didn't go how I thought at all and now I'm here in bed with Tom, alone. I wait until he's sat next to me to say something

Y/n: "Tom im sorry"
I look up into his eyes but he just looks confused. Does he not remember earlier?
Tom: "for what y/n?"
I turn to face him and sit on my knees, oh god I thought he would know why.
Y/n: "for um the not kissing you thing."
He laughs and smirks at me.
Tom: "ohh you mean embarrassing me in front of all my friends and then basically shagging the boy you said you would never like right next to me."
Yeah... It's sounds worse when you say it like that. It made me feel even worse.
Y/n: "yeah... I sorry"
I look up to him but he's laughing at me.
Tom: "don't be sorry y/n."
I just look at him confused. If someone did that to me I would hate them, but he doesn't care?!
Y/n: "what?"
He smiles and leans over to me.
Tom: "your forgiven. Especially now your..."
Now I'm what?! He looks at me then down a bit further.
Y/n: "oh. So you like what you see huh?"
He smirks and moves to my ear.
Tom: "I love it"
Uh oh. I feel my cheeks burn up and a cold shiver go down my spine. Why am I liking this? Why can't I just keep hating him?! I can't like him no way, it's only been a day for fucks sake.
Y/n: "ahh. Your such a man whore Tom"
I start laughing and move under the covers, leaving him sat there yet again. He looks over at me and played with his piercing.
Tom: "mmm. I'm a whore? Says the girl made out with a guy you don't like."
I just roll my eyes
Y/n: "it felt right at the time. And I must admit Riley's a good kisser. I would love to talk more but I'm tired. Goodnight Tom"
He smiles at me and goes under his cover.
Tom: "goodnight y/n"

I sit up and turn off the light and then lay back down, but instead I face Tom. I don't know if he's facing me or not, it's pitch black and I can't see anything anyways. I just pull the cover higher up so it covers my shoulders and move around to get comfy.I turn over because I was uncomfortable, I move my leg up and then turn so I'm kinda lying on my stomach. The whole time I keep my eyes open to let them adjust.
Tom: "you move a lot y/n"
He said in a sarcastic giggle. I turn my head and manage to make out toms face in the dark, he was facing me too.
Y/n: "sorry. I'm just uncomfortable"
Tom: "it's ok y/n"
I just mumble something and close my eyes. For some reason I'm really tired, it's probably the alcohol let's be honest here. Once I've stopped moving i feel Tom start to move around too. I smile to myself, but try and keep my eyes closed. After what felt like forever, Tom stopped moving but I couldn't help wonder how close Tom was too me, but I was to tired and then everything went black.

I wake up and I do not know the time. It couldn't be late though as no one's up. As I wake up more, I could feel a warm breath on my neck and I could hear it too. I lay there for a bit, kinda shocked. Is Tom right behind me? Wait... this is my chance! I mumble toms name under my breath and then move my ass further back until it was stopped. Tom really was close to me huh? I slowly move my hips around pretending to get comfy and tilt my head back. I knew that tom knew I wasn't asleep, but that doesn't mean I would confess.
Tom: "y/n..."
I just lay there listening to his breath get heavier, it's working. I stay quiet and keep my eyes closed.
Tom: "I know your awake y/n. Why are you doing this to me?"
His whispers were separated by heavy breaths and couldn't help but smile. I don't know what it is but I love playing with him- it's fun.
Tom: "oh. So u wanna play that game huh?"
Without another word, Tom moved his whole body up behind me, pressing on my back. Then, he slowly put his hand around my waist and pulls me even closer. We are so close that he has to lift head above mine.
Tom: "you can't be asleep now y/n"
I smirk to myself and giggle. I wasn't going to reply, i don't know what to say tbh. Instead I gently move toms hand further down, just bellow my hips...
Tom: "ugh y/n. You drive me crazy."

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