A.J Willis *17*
i was in the bed with zoey and she was sleep but i couldn't bc of the dream
i was so worried to go back to sleep
she mumbled something in her sleep but i couldn't really hear it
"no, stop" she mumbled in her sleep
"zoey?"
"please, no"
"SHUT UP, HE DOES LOVE ME"
wtf
"please, stop" she said crying
"he does love me"
"zoe-zoe wake up"
"please don't make me relive it again"
"wake up" i said shaking her
"huh?"
"are you ok?"
"yea" she said holding in tears
"are you sure?"
"no" she said crying
"it's ok" i said pulling her into my chest
"let me tell you something a really strong person once told me"
"whatever this is you will get through it"
"no i won't" she said pulling away
"the question i keep asking myself will always remain in my mind"
"and what's that question?"
"will anyone ever love me for me"
"trauma and all"
"ofc zoe-zoe"
"i will always love you"
"trauma and all"
"then why does this voice in my head keep saying he doesn't love you"
"i don't know"
"but i do know that it doesn't change how much i love you"
"your just saying that so i stop getting my cold tears on your chest"
"no i'm not"
"you can cry to me all you want"
"i will drop everything i'm doing for you"
"thank you"
"any time"
"come on let's go take a bath"
"i can't move"
"oh you can't move"
"no"
"you sure" i said tickling her
"stop" she said laughing