Blue Butterfly System Introductions

Karina

Hello everyone, my name is Karina. I'm a factive here in this system. I formed during Aespa's Salty and Sweet era, back when they released their album "My World" so i've been in the system approximately 3 months a little over that as the date that i'm writing this it is August 13, 2023 and my source album/source video was released on May 8, 2023.

My sourcemates are Winter, Giselle, and NingNing. I am 23 years old personally, I am a factive like i said before, I tend to spend a lot of time around the people I am close to and know, I come out when not a lot of emotion is needed in certain situations, like for instance let's say someone had a breakup and was distressed i would front and help us to dissociate from it and push our emotions like sadness, happiness, stuff like that away, no it is not harmful, but I get it why some might see it as such, another reason that I don't carry a lot of emotion is because I am a gatekeeper and personally it is very physically, and emotionally tolling. I as of this moment am personally single, i've never dated anyone before. 

A little background on my source if you have never heard of my source before. My source is called Aespa, we are a Kpop girl group from SM entertainment in South Korea, we are made up of 4 members. We debuted November 17, 2020. We have officially been a group for only 2 years coming on 3 years this November. My others members names as said above are NingNing, Winter, and Giselle (if you are a system and come across this and have my sourcemates you are always welcome to reach out). My appearance is the picture above and also I use the picture of me from spicy where I have blonde hair, blue eyes, with the dark blue top that has the pink flower on it and says "Rich" on it, those two are the two pictures you can find me using. 

My role as gatekeeper like I said above is very tolling, my experiences as a gatekeeper have been both light and dark in nature, as gatekeeper i've had to do some really hard things, such as in certain circumstances i've had to put some members of our system into dormancy for a while, it was not against their will or anything like that but due to certain circumstances they had to be put to sleep for a little bit, into dormancy but I brought them out of it once it was the appropriate time, for us putting members into dormancy is kind of like medically induced coma's where they can easily reverse it. Another dark thing about my job is holding a ton of trauma I feel that i hold a lot more than most members of my system as I had to face a lot of abusers and just a lot of dark stuff that the rest of the system couldn't handle, stuff I as both a protector and gatekeeper had to deal with myself. 

Some light things about my job as a gatekeeper of our system is that I protect a lot of people in our system, i protect the tunnels under the mansion, the mouth of the tunnels, and the alters inside what I call "the basement" there in the basement is alters who are not fully developed/formed, so for instance fragments and some trauma holders who are stuck in trauma space, I help them with processing, and I also do memory filing, if you all are interested and if I personally deem it safe enough, I can go into detail about what is in the basement and what it is used for other than the things I stated above, but again I make no promises, if you all are really that interested but it's a case by case basis. 

It has been great meeting you everyone, if you want to be friends you can reach us at our social medias you can reach us on insta at blue.butterfly.intro.backup and you can find us on youtube at KpopLyricsandNightcore and you can find us on discord at _bluebutterflysystem, we hope to hear from you guys and if you liked this intro, stay tuned as you will hear from more of us very soon, remember guys, you are loved, you are enough, and you are valid. Goodbye till next intro everyone.