Next To You

"Bitch".

Zayne POV💙:
I was listening to NBA Young boy, something to get my mind off everything.  In my mind, my mother was wrong for kicking me out of the house. I heard the door swing open yelling "WHO THE FUCK IS AMIRA"?

My heart dropped and all I could think was "OH SHIT".

"Man, what the fuck are you talking about bru".
"So you wanna play stupid now Zay? That's what we're doing now"?
"I'm not tryna hear yo shit today bru".

She took a deep breath before talking to me again.

"Who the fuck is she Zay? On the phone, she told me she was your girlfriend and I was your Aunt Emma"?

"You're delusional as fuck", I said laughing.

"Delusional?", she said hysterically laughing.

I'm not gonna lie that kinda shit scared me.

"You on your period bru"?

She smirked then started throwing shit at me.

"YOU FUCKING CHEATING, BROKE ASS NIGGA GET THE FUCK OUT; AND SINCE YOU KNOW SO DAMN MUCH I HAVEN'T HAD ONE IN A FUCKING MONTH"!

"Wait. Wait. What the fuck do you mean you haven't had a period in a month"?

"You fucking heard me, Zay".
"Bitch stop playing with me".
"Oh now Ima bitch", she said laughing.
"Go fucking take a fucking test".

She went into the room and I followed her. She went into her bag and threw a test at me. I picked it up from the floor and saw the two red lines.

"Bru I'm not ready to be a fucking father. You can barely take care of yourself".
"Oh I can't take care of myself but yet you're living with me with no job".
"Bru Maya please. I'll pay for your abortion".
"You can pay for my abortion but not a damn bill, really Zay".
"BRU IM NOT READY TO BECOME A FUCKING FATHER BRU. TRYNA FORCE A BABY ON NIGGA THAT DON'T GET THEIR SHIT TOGETHER YOU FUCKING BITCH".
"Okay, this yo last time calling me a bitch, and then ima punch you in yo shit".

JaMaya POV🩷:
After going back and forth with Zayne about my pregnancy, he went outside on the balcony slamming the door. My guess is he was about to call his godfather or maybe even his friend LJ but either way, he had to go because I wasn't going to continue to get disrespected in the crib I paid for.

Thirty minutes later his cousin Sosa came to get him. I had tears in my eyes but I guess I can say I was expecting it since he was being weird and distant in the first place. Soon I got a strange phone call from a girl.

"Hello".
"This is Zay girl you tryna meet up and tell me how you two met"?
"Bitch why would I wanna meet you anywhere. I don't know you".
"Girl first off don't call me out my name, and second you acting like someone gone set yo ass up".
I started to laugh because I knew I was getting ready to blank on this bitch.

"Bitch take it how you wanna take it because I ima says what I want, and I ain't no scary bitch so I'll meet you at the park".

I hung up the phone and proceeded to get dressed. It was hot as fuck outside today so I decided to put on a black sleeveless shirt and biker shorts with my black Crocs. I sat on the swing and waited for her ass to show up.

When she finally showed she had a fake ass smirk on her face.

"So you have been fucking my man".
"Yeah and what about it"? Getting ready to fight.
"I wasn't going to fight you, I just wanted to see if you were going to be BOLD and show up".
"You mean to waste my fucking time".
"Nah I just wanna know how y'all met".
"At school bitch. Where else"?
"At school where".
"At lunch. On the bus".
"Hmm that's why he went on this bus, that's crazy".
"Yeah", I said smirking.
"Y'all serious"?
"We fucking. We living together & finna have a baby together. How serious do you want us to be"?
"A baby together"?
"Yea, I don't think I fucking stuttered did I Amira or whoever you fucking called yo damn self".

I left and left the bitch In shocked. I didn't have time for games. The same day I went to the OBGYN to get it officially confirmed. I was three weeks pregnant. When I got my first ultrasound I could hear its little heartbeat. I recorded it so he wouldn't call me on my bullshit. I wanted to cry but I kept it together.

"Is the father joining us today".
"No just me".
"Okay sweetie".

I knew that bitch felt sorry for me, but I didn't need anybody's sympathy. Because regardless me and unborn baby were gonna be fine. When she first put that gel on my stomach that shit was cold as fuck. I wondered who came up with this shit.

After my ultrasound, she printed out a picture of my baby. This was probably the blessing I needed to be complete in my life. After I left I started to feel sick. So I stopped my car in the McDonald's parking lot and went inside to puke in the bathroom. "DAMN IT", I said in the bathroom stall.

"Are you okay", a random lady said in the bathroom.
"Yes, I'm fine thank you".

After that, I flushed the toilet and began to wash my hands in the sink. When the lady came out of the stall it was my mother.

"JaMaya".
"Yeah, that's my name".
"I thought it was you, are you, okay sweetie".
"You haven't talked to me in months and now you wanna know if I'm okay".
"Oh, Maya . Don't be like that. Don't be bitter".
"Where do you think I get it from".
"Are you pregnant Maya"?
"Yea".
"Omg JaMaya! We'll do you need anything".
"No, but I gotta go".
"Well, can I at least buy you some food and catch up with you".

I sigh. Ugh what can be worse than this I said to myself. "Sure".

I put my phone on silent because Zay kept calling and texting me about that same shit.

"Whose the father".
"Zay".
"Well is he around"?
"Nah he left this morning after he found out".
"Ugh that prick, I never liked him. I always got a fruity vibe from him".

I started to laugh.
"I'm happy I could get a laugh out of you . Listen if he's not going to be there for you, I will. If you ever need anything, I'm Here. I'm just a phone call away".

"Okay, we'll I have to go. Thanks for the food.
I left and went home. I was tired and beyond sleepy.

Zayne POV💙:
I didn't have shit else to say to JaMaya. I just knew I didn't want the bitch to have my baby. I went with my cousin Sosa and chilled. He noticed I wasn't talking. All I could do was smoke.

"Aye kuh what the hell is wrong with you"?
"Nun shorty pregnant".
"Who? Amira".
"Nah".
"Her mama".
"How the fuck do you know"?
"Damn, nigga you got yo bitch mama pregnant"!
"YES AND FUCKING JAMAYA ASS TOO".
"DAMNNN NIGGA! DOUBLE HOMICIDE", he said laughing.
"Bruh this shit ain't funny & shorty don't even wanna abortion bro".
"DAMNNNN".

To Be Continued...