song: narcissist by Lauren Spencer Smith
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They're always charismatic
And they'll turn up the charm
Their words do something magic
Saying no is really hard
They're over-generous
You'll never pay the bills
They'll fall in love in seconds
Die for you or probably kill
(Ooh) And after six months you'll feel really stupid
(Ooh) I promise that it's not your fault you fell for it
'Cause one little fight breaks into war
Feels like you're dying on a bathroom floor
You'll make an excuse, they'll say that it's you
And the mirror's telling you it's true
Won't leave, can't stay
How much are you gonna take?
'Cause you'll always get the blame
It feels like shit, but that's just how it is
When you love a narcissist
So if you're feeling crazy, I wouldn't be surprised
The only thing they're good at is knowing how to gaslight
Then make you feel like you're the most beautiful in the world
While they're sleeping with another girl
(Ooh) And after six months you'll feel really stupid
(Ooh) I promise that it's not your fault you fell for it
'Cause one little fight breaks into war
Feels like you're dying on a bathroom floor
You'll make an excuse, they'll say that it's you
And the mirror's telling you it's true
Won't leave, can't stay
How much are you gonna take?
'Cause you'll always get the blame
It feels like shit, but that's just how it is
(Ooh)
'Cause I felt like shit, so I know how it is
When you love a narcissist
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the song speaks all on its own, and I won't explain exactly how I relate to it because I'm really sick of drama, I only post these songs as a way of coping, I don't want any damn drama, but this song is one I relate to a hell of a lot.
- C.
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insight into my mind: songs I relate to
Non-Fictioninsight into my mind isn't something I usually let people have, but lately I've been struggling and I need to voice it before I go crazy, but music is the only way I know how to do that, so i made a book of songs I relate to
