When I was little all i ever did was hang out with my uncle's on my moms side at the farm I loved them so much and I would help thwm with anything and everything. One day I was helping my uncle Eric install a tv in my grandparents house and he said his back hurt so I went and massage it for him and he told me I was really good at it at that time I was 6 years old. And from there on I wasn't to be a massage therapist until I wanted to be an animator and then decided I didn't and went back to wanting to be a massage therapist again and my senior year of high school came around and I went and visited schools and found one I loved I was set to go there until my second cusion on my moms side who was a massage therapist did inipropriot things to a girl who he told it was his normal way he did it and she just went along with it tell she could get out of his studio and then she called the cops and then when he was charged more girls came forward with it saying he did the same to them he was giving a ple bargain saying if he pleads guilty he will only spend 6 months in jail but be put on the sexual predictor list for life. My extended family tryed to keep us in the dark because it was embarrassed to them but some how we got the info. I dont and can't ever become a massage therapist because of him I feel like he destroyed my future and my dreams and he doesn't even know it after I found out I told my mom I didn't want to be that anymore and I older I would just go to a community college need by to do my generals she still askes Myles why I changed and I can't tell her how I feel because I dont want her to worry about me anymore the she has to. With my best friend two weeks away of giving birth to twin girls which she has decided to keep but her grandma who she was living with kicked her out because she was keeping them I asked my mom if she could stay with us she didn't hesitate because she practice already lived at our house before the fight we.
We were in the process of moving my stuff into a dorm and her stuff into my bedroom. See could have stayed with me in the dorm but she was still in high school and my mom and I insisted she finish her schooling at her school. But in the process of moving all my stuff up the state to my room I had just walked into my room with one of my box's and heard a scream come from the hallway. I dropped my box and ran it the edge of the stats were laid Gabriella at the sent of the flight of stairs crying wirh blood running down her head and her legs I hurry her to the hospital and they told me I had to weight out side because the might have to have a c section on her if the baby's were in danger. I sat in one of the chairs in the waiting room. Waiting for my mom to get here all they keep telling me is that she isn't doing good and it just scars me more and I can hear her crying and screaming and I can't protect her I didn't protect her from this pain he caused. I cause im to blame as much as he is I didn't protect her like I told her I would. All I can do is hope she will be ok with her twins. As I was on the eage of a brake down my mom came rushing through the front door with a panic face on I thought it was because of Gabrielle but as soon as she got to me she began to cry and told me he had escaped Ryan her rapist had escaped from jail determined to find her. I started to have a panic attack and couldn't breathe all I remember is gun shots and my mom scream and the darkness.
