"Kunlun " kunlun liked when Shen Wei called his name but this time he didn't. "Im gonna kill my self tomorrow " said Shen Wei with a straight face like he was unfazed and then added "after that im gonna need you to take the sword in my heart and kill the emperor " they were standing in a field full of flowers they were facing each other from a little far "huh?" That was the only sound that kunlun managed to get it out of his throat "I'm gonna ki-" Shen Wei was gonna repeat what he said when kunlun run to hug him he hugged him tight so tight Shen Wei felt his body being smashed completely "let go." Shen wei said and kunlun let go he then looked at Shen wei eyes these brown half moon eyes that were always smiling now are tired so , so tired kunlun now wishes that he didn't go with Shen Wei when Shen Wei asked him to go to this field but how can he ever reject his beloved? Oh no he can't and he never will "why" again kunlun managed to get the word out of his crying throat his voice sounded hoarse it was so heavy "kunlun , the gates of hell opened because of me , everything was because of me why the world keeps getting attacked, why YOU keep getting attacked it's because of me " shen wei replied "I can fight them xiao wei I can-" "till when?" Shen wei said then added "you can't fight them all there's millions of them you can't just keep fighting them look at the scar on your waist " shen wei pointed at kunlun's waist meaning the scar that kunlun got when he was fighting one of the hell creatures "but why is it you why are you the one who's supposed to sacrifice himself to the world " kunlun said hardly holding back his tears ans shen wei did not know the answer either"I'm not sacrificing myself to the world kunlun , I'm sacrificing it to you , to my brother , im not doing it for the world im doing it for you " Shen Wei responded kunlun tears couldn't hold any longer and finally came down "kunlun, don't cry please don't you will find someone better then me Im just a phase , look at you , you'er a god , a god who is supposed to delete sins , and me? , I am the sin that should be deleted the emperor created me from sins I exist because of sins kunlun" kunlun said that these sins were his life in his mind and the Shen Wei turned away and said "you're gonna find my body at the temple take the weapon from my heart and cut off the emperor's head " he was turning around to go when kunlun suddenly said "just one more thing " Shen Wei turned to him to hear him the kunlun said "in another lifetim-" "there's no other lifetime kunlun I cannot be recanirnated I'm soulless this is my first lifetime and it's gonna be the last or maybe a miracle will look at me and even if it did all it will see is sin so why would it want to give a sin another chance " he said then added "please kunlun go please " Shen Wei begged kunlun and kunlun just turned away and went when kunlun arrived at his kingdom his servant da Qing ran to him "god kunlun where were you we were so worried about you" da Qing worriedly said da Qing is god kunlun servant and friend, best friend "hmm" kunlun just hummed and nodded that's all he can do right now he feels like his heart is about to die it aches him so much so , so much it's a miracle he didn't cry in front of da Qing didn't scream his loudest , didn't collapse to the ground and just kept crying and screaming till his eyes became dry and his throat mute da Qing of course thought that there's something wrong with his god but couldn't say something because kunlun left to his room and immediately slept , the next morning he woke up left the kingdom with a tired face probably because he spent his night crying , he arrived at the temple he widened his eyes and fell to the ground on his knees Shen Wei was there on the ground too in front of him just laying there with the sword in his chest completely gouging his heart so if kunlun wanted to take the sword he will have to remove Shen Wei's heart from it with his own hand and he did he kept screaming groans of pain tears are not stopping a second he took the sword then someone cam to the temple hurriedly it was a man who looked like Shen Wei but he had grey hair the sweat was covering him and his hair was untied completely falling on his face he was breathing hardly he looked at kunlun , no , if we to talk from his point of view we would say he was looking at his brother's lover who was holding a sword with his brother's body on the ground with his heart there too he collapsed but then got up ran to his brother's body held him and looked up at kunlun "what did you do ?" Yuzun said , Shen Wei twin brother yuzun was meant to be an only child but the Shen Wei was created with him when his mother was giving birth they only expected yuzun but when yuzun came out the nurse said there was a twin when they were born Shen Wei was mistreated because he was different from his brother but he never blamed his brother for that yet loved him protected him and when their parents died he was the one taking care of yuzun , kunlun didn't say anything or he couldn't say anything he just left , left yuzun holding his brother's body and crying kunlun then hid the sword and asked to see the emperor and of course they will let him in he's a god after all he got in the emperor's court room he got out but with the emperor's head in his hand and he left without anyone seeing him the maiden was going to the emperor's court room to give him his lunch but she saw him in his chair without a head she screamed guards came in saw it all the case was still open but they couldn't find kunlun at all or any culprit so the case was dropped because there was another emperor who closed the case the funeral of the emperor had millions of people the whole kingdoms was there but there was a boy and a god missing from the crowd and it was none other than yuzun and kunlun no one cam to Shen wei s funeral but them yuzun didn't let kunlun take one step ahead of Shen Wei's grave kunlun respected that and came back to his kingdom that there was no one in it but da Qing because everyone have gone to the emperor funeral kunlun sat in his room looking at the art and drawings he made for Shen Wei he cried hard very hard his throat was gonna explode he was kneeling with his head bowed down looking at arts of shen wei just when yuzun barged in looking at kunlun with hatred in his eyes "I tried to stop him but I couldn't!" Da Qing said "it's okay " kunlun said with his head turned the other way because he didn't want to let anyone see him in this miserable state da Qing left yuzun with kunlun and closed the door yuzun eyes immediately fixed on the portraits of his brother and got very angry and grabbed the portraits and ripped them apart while crying and cursing at kunlun kunlun let him be and after he was done he ran off the room kunlun turned his head to look at what's left of the portraits and it was all ripped apart but he glimpsed of a ripped paper that was only showing Shen Wei's eye the eyes he was always looking at the brown half moon magical eyes he took the paper in his hand and cried and cried and cried till his eyes were dry of crying and his throat was sore of screaming he was left in the room alone all alone .
