Us against the world

Dose he love me too?

(Killuas pov)

I never knew that I was going to be in love with my best friend but how long has I been in love with him without even realizing it but the true question is dose he feel the same as I do? I'm afraid to tell him because he's my first friend and I don't wanna lose him as a friend just because I can't control my stupid feelings.what if he thinks I'm weird or what if he thinks I'm a perv starring at him.it's just so hard to resist him it's like he's my weakness. I was soon stopped zoning out just to hear gons voice

"Killua!"gon said

"Huh? Um yes?" I said

"Are you okay? You were zoning out got something on you mind?" He said

"Oh yeah don't worry though I'll be fine I promise" I said to him with a reassuring smile

"If you say so" gon replied

                                      (Time skip)

"Killua it's time for the party let's go!" Said an enthusiastic gon with a big smile on his face

I nodded and me and gon went down stairs and walked out the front door closing it behind us. After a few minutes of walking we arrived at the party and walked through the front door to see a bunch of people getting drunk and playing beer pong, dance battles, and some people were swimming in the pool, me and gon decided that we were going to swim first and then get drunk. With that settled we were walking to the pool and saw kurapika and leorio playing beer pong. Me and gon continue to walk to the pool we put our get in the water and looked at the dark sky but not soon after our moment was ruined by some girls with dirty blonde hair and with some fake press on nails.

"Hey cutie" one of the girls said

"Who are you talking to?" Gon said with a raised eyebrow

"You silly" the girl said

"Oh"gon said who look a bit nervous

"You're so cute you know that?" The girl said

"Um thank you i guess" gon said sounding a bit uncomfortable and i could tell that he didn't like her hitting on him so I took off my shirt and sat up and did a Cannonball splashing the girl and he friends they said nothing and just stormed off angry. Soon gon took off his shirt and hopped in the pool and swam over to me, as he swam closer to me I felt my face getting hot.

"Thanks a lot killua" gon said

I just smiled and nodded my head. After a few minutes of swimming we got out and dried ourselves off and put our shirts on, we both walked inside to see hisoka. I never liked hisoka I can't tell the difference between a clown and him they just look so much alike. Me and gon just tried to ignore him and enjoy ourselves. After a while I took one more shot and sat down on the couch I glanced over at gon who was drunk which was no surprise to me but I noticed that he was getting closer. What is this idiot trying to do now? Then gon at down on my sat and hugged me I was guessing that he was tired after all we were here for a couple of hours now so I let him chill there as he hugged me and closed his eyes it kinda felt nice to know that he's right next to me I looked but and my eyes when wide seeing leorio fight with bisky I giggled a bit seeing the old lady and the old man fight. I was having a good time until I saw retz  blushing at gon and it made me mad seeing her but it made me even more mad seeing her blush at gon was I Jealous?

(Hey sorry for all the time skipping I just didn't want to bord you guys out I hope you like this I might make another one later but for now you have this and I love you guys so so so much bye 😋😘🥰)