We Falling in Love

Come to Your Senses

The time was 7am, 7:23 am if we're being precise, and Suho was still sitting in his bed pondering about the night he had. 'Night' being he went to his friend's house for like 3 hours and came back completely rethinking his life and how he's loved it so far. Suho had never really been the type to 'experiment', if that's one way to put it. He just never thought he was gay ? Well he thought he had some crushes on girls in middle school but he's never really done anything about it. I mean, he hasn't thought much outside of work and school until he met Si eun.

Maybe he has been gay this whole time and had internal homophobia, dispite never 'hating' gay people. He just thought he didn't really care what they did as long as it didn't hurt anyone, but now it's hurting !! It's hurting his brain !! Suho has never thought so hard or long in his life.

As the second guessing of old friendships maybe being Suho madly in love with other men at the time and just not knowing it, young to barges into Suhos dimly lit room. " what are you doing ? " the girl questions her newly found friend, who's more of like a cousin to her than any old friend. Suho had been sitting dumbfounded on his bed for hours and had finally looked up to great the pink haired girl standing at his door. " Nothing, why ? " The older boy questioned " well you normally would've gone to school by now, no ? " The shady girl now looking slyly at the boy Infront of her. " ITS TIME FOR SCHOOL ??? " The black haired boy exclaimed jumping out of his bed heading for the closet, rushing to pick an outfit and leave the dingy house as soon as possible. It'll be bad for Suhos attendence if he's late again.

" Well it would be, " Young to speaks loudly, making Suho halter " if it was a week day. Alas it is Saturday " the girl shakes her head and looks mischievously at the boy ahead. " Ughh Young yi ! You can't just say stuff like that, you know I can't be late for school anymore. " The taller boy rebutles but settles his quicker heart rate that grew due to fear and disarray. He takes a seat on the squeaky couch in his room.

" But it was funny " Young yi fakes a pout and walks over to sit next to the taller kid. " Soo what's girls house did you go to last night " Young yi says casually. Suho turns to look at her with a mix of shock and disgust. " I didn't go to a girls house last night ?? Do you think I'm some cheap attention whore or something !? " Suho says rasing his voice right under a shout so he isn't to loud for his sleeping grandma.

" yeah uh huh sure I totes believe you " Young yi says sarcasticly, rolling her eyes and looking away in the process. " I really didn't ! " Suho tries to defend himself farther. " Then where were you ? Who disappears for hours and comes home at 3 am all sneaky like, huh ? " Young yi interrogates Suho like he's a teenager who came home past curfew, which was .. somewhat true. Suho has been backed into a corner at this point and sighs " I was at Si euns house. I can't tell you why I came back so late though " Young yi gasps and her eyes widen.

" congratulations " Young yi says, cheerful. " what. For what. " Suho deadpans at the younger girl, no longer willing to put up with her 'totes' unfunny jokes. " You could've told me you were gay, I'm not like a homophobic or anything " Young yi says casually, standing to head for the door, satisfied with the info shes pulled from her dearest friend. Suho just stared at her with shock " I'm not ??!!??? I didn't ?!!???? What !!!???? " Suho is completely shell shocked from what Young yi just said. She's not wrong but Suho not sure if she's right just yet.

" we didn't do anything dirty if that's what your thinking " Suho shouts to the pink haired girl as she slinks out of the room with a Cheshire grin. Suho sits and thinks about if god really hate him and just wants to see him suffer, weren't the dead parents enough ?? He guesses not. Suho opens his cracked phone and sees a post talking about a fair, not to far from his house, happening this weekend. Saturdays are the only days he doesn't have a shift at any of his jobs, and it's usually spent lazing around the house for a day. But Suho has already opened his messages and asked if Si eun is free later today.

There a ding that comes from Suhos phone as he's making his breakfast, he checks his phone and sure enough he sees Si eun has replied.

' I'm free all day today, why ? '

' you up for a fair ? ( you can't say no btw ) ^⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠_⁠^ '

Suho sent in reply. As he's walking he sends another text saying he'll be there in 10 minutes.

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Sorry for the shorter chapter this time 🙏🙏🙏🙏 I had summer school and I was busy with that all day so I haven't had time to write another full chapter but the next one should be fun so look out for it soon !!! Love y'all thanks for reading 🫶