Wondrous Place (Milex)

6. Miracle Aligner

When Alex's heart rate dropped and he was able to move again, he stood up and went to the bathroom without saying a word, leaving Miles a bit bewildered, while his own erection started to fade out, thinking that everything was going to end there. 

Alex wasn't coming back and Miles, worried about not knowing what was going on on his friend's mind, started to freak out more and more. What is he doing? Why isn't he coming? Is he regretting it? Didn't he like it? Did I something wrong? Is this going to ruin our friendship? I don't even know if I wanna keep being his "friend". What do I feel for him? Do I love him? Does he love me? The questions swirled in his head in disarray, making him a nervous wreck, already incapable of thinking clearly and coherently.

After a while, Alex showed up with a glass of water, offering it to Miles, who was still sitting on the mattress with a confused expression on his face. Alex sat on his knees facing him, staring at him while he drank all the water, a few drops leaving his lips, descending down his chin. Alex took the glass from Miles' hand and put it in the nightstand, then started to give him small pecks around his mouth, caressing his chest. Miles stopped Alex for a second.

"Is everything alright?"

Alex was still in a daze, unsure how to tell Miles what he was thinking, almost trembling a little, unable to hold his gaze. Instead of answering, he recurred to peck his face softly again. Miles tried to be yielding and not break the calm of that moment, but his mind was still going hectic and he could feel that Alex was also tense inside; although he was trying to veil it, he couldn't hide anything from Miles, and vice versa. He laid his fingertips on Alex's chest, pushing him back gently.

"What's going on, baby? You know you can tell me."

Alex lowered his gaze, yet incapable to look at his face, assaulted by shyness. Miles placed his hand under Alex's chin, forcing him gently to rise his head and look at him. Alex blushed and Miles brushed Alex's lips and cheeks tenderly with his thumb.

"Didn't you like what we did? Are you regretting it?"

"No! Of course, no, Mi. I would never regret it."

"So, what is it?"

"It's... It's just... I..." he stuttered and Miles interlaced his fingers with Alex's, clasping his shoulder with the other hand, trying to comfort him and to reassure him that he could speak frankly, while waiting patiently for him to voice his thoughts. "I... I want you to fuck me". Alex's cheeks reddened while saying that and a huge smile showed up in Miles' face, infecting Alex.

Miles continued grinning as he tickled Alex's tummy fondly. "Was that what had you quiet and shivering?" Alex looked down again, unable to speak nor to stifle his giggling due to the tickling. "You look adorable all flustered..."

"I was afraid of telling you...didn't want to make it weird..."

"Why would that be weirder than what we've just been doing?" Both chuckled. "Plus... how could I refuse to fuck that majestic ass of yours?"

"Miles!"

"I'm pretty sure Greek Gods sculpted it out of marble..." They laughed loudly. "Jokes aside, you know I'll do anything you want." Miles grinned widely, incapable to hide the lust in his eyes. He started singing, almost in a whisper: "Tell me what you want baby... I can find you anything you need..." Alex smiled.

"Also..." Alex was faltering again, struggling to utter anything.

"Yes?"

"Can... Can we be face to face? I want to look at you... And I want you to look at me."