DARK ROSE

16.

- IM BAAAAAACK :)
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**** amron pov ******

I still couldnt get this lady off my mind. This is it. Im going back. Ive been talking to myself walking back and forth my "room" contemplating.
It couldnt be her. It cant be.
After another hour of thinking things through I went. What's the worst thing that could happen? Im already in hell.
I stood outside the door. I knocked.
" go away ! " a deep raspy female voice yelled.
" its not him." I said shaky.
It took her 5 minutes to get up & open the door.
She looked me up & down. We was face to face. It was her.
It took her a while to realize it was me but when she did she just hugged me and out of nowhere I busted out crying.
Shes not dead.
We went in her room and it was waaay cleaner like shes been living here for a while. It was setup as a normal room should be not a dungeon.
I wiped my tears.
" its really you " I smiled.
She smirked.
I knew it.
I thought to myself.
" theres alot of things you dont understand . "
She spoke up breaking the silence.
" so what do you want to know ? I wanna know you Amron. "
" everything. I wanna know everything. "
She looked down and sighed.
" i met your father at a party. It was actually rosia's high school graduation party. You know it was drinks and other stuff there we was having fun when he approached me and complimented my skin. It was weird you know cause people seemed not to like my skin and i was very insecure about it. Soo i was immediately in love after he said that. Then we dated and a year later had you. Everything was good we lived in a nice house your dad had a good job we was living life. When i was pregnant with Stephanie your dad lost his job and he became a monster. He raped me while i was pregnant took all my money for us our food. After a while he became hooked on heroin badly. Everytime i insisted on him getting help or us leaving he beat me. And said im his property , us. After i had Stephanie he became obsessed with her and seemed to put you down because of it. I didnt realize it until one night i woke up at like 4am to see him over her crib watching her sleep with a beer in his hand smiling at her. That scared me. -"
She started to tear and I did too.
" if i wouldve stayed in that house idk what wouldve happened to yall. So i plotted on a escape. When him and his drunk and high friends was in the basement i would kill them. It was the only way . if i wouldve ran away some way or another he would find us. I had no money no nothing. Soo i packed everything in the car and put you and Stephanie in the car. I ran in and spilled gasoline EVERYWHERE . i wanted everything to die. i went all over house doing it all over. Then i went to the basement where i caught them injecting themselves with that shit. One of his friends noticed the gasoline and your dad went off. He beat me sooo bad and let his friends rape me and i fought off as hard as i could but its was 4 men against me . I crawled out the basement and lit one of their lighters and boom everything was on fire . "
She lifted up her sleeve and it was a scar coming from her upper arm to her elbow.
" i was kind of close to the fire but i didn't care when i ran almost to you guys . i saw your dad and he injected me with that heroin and i tried to run but it hit me soo fast. By time i got to yall the police was taking yall out the car and with them. I just fell to the floor and cried. I let yall down . i knew i shouldve never went down there. I just wanted him dead "
Tears came running down her face. I cried even harder and hugged her.
All this time I was sitting here thinking she just left us for drugs , but in reality we was just token away from a really bad situation.
" after i was a druggie for a good year out in the streets everything. What was the point of living when i let everyone who mattered to me down? But one day i got high off that shit and i was in the hospital for soo long. I almost died. When i finally was stable i went straight into a program and they helped me. I have touched anything like that in almost 4 years can you believe it ? -"
She smiled. I smiled back wiping her tears.
" then i got a job and even apartment I was on the verge of getting yous back until one day I was coming home from work and he raped me and took me here. Ive havent left this piece of shit in 3 years. THREE YEARS ! and out of all those three years right here right now is the only time I smiled. Its because im looking at you. I love you amron youve grown up to be soo beautiful and i hope if he do ever leave here youll forgive me and allow me to be apart of your life. "
" i love you too ma . "
I just couldnt stop crying everytime I looked at her. It just didnt feel real.