Despite pops spilling that I was pregnant with Happy's son he was right saying Happy and I would fix things cause a few weeks before I went into labour Happy and I laid everything out on the table and cleared shit up.
I am getting to trust him with my heart again as well as trusting him with my life. I trust him with our son cause I know he'd never allow harm to come to Chasin.
When Chasin came into this world Happy was right there with me through the whole ordeal from the time my water broke till Chasin laid on my chest and was breastfeeding.
He didn't complain or freak out. just encouraged me and praised me.
Now here I am two months later breastfeeding Chasin as Happy sits next to me while we are talking to Ma.
"was your pops right?" she asked
"yeah" I replied
"so you're back to how you was before?" she asked
I nodded my head
"are you pregnant again?" she asked
"not yet" I replied
she smiled knowing with that reply we was working on it.
"can I take Chasin for the night?" she asked
"we was gonna ask you too cause we packed up plenty of breastmilk and other things he'd need." Happy says
Ma smiled loving that she'd get to watch her grand son.
"your pops is getting out later" she said
"fucking finally" I say
"that's what I said when he told me" she says
I hand Chasin to Hapyp so he could burp him while I wipe my breast and fix my top.
"you to make a very beautiful baby and couple" ma says
"thank you" Happy says as he burps Chas.
"Welcome" she says
Before Hapyp and I left we both gave Chas kisses before telling him to be good and I said the same thing to ma before I gave her a kiss on the cheek and left.
