Hanzawa's Realization

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Timeline: A couple days after Sasaki and Miyano got together.

No POV:

It was another basic day at school, and Tashiro was done with everything. He was mad that his grades weren't good. He was mad that he wasn't in a relationship. Everything was just so much for him, so he needed to talk to someone.

He decides to look for Miyano in the Discipline Commitee room, and at this point, he is almost in tears. He just needs to talk about his feelings.

He finally reaches the floor that the Discipline Commitee was on and immediately runs for the door.

He proceeds to knock and then saying "Is Miyano there?". Hearing no response, he walks in. Right when he walks in, he notices a deeply focused Hanzawa reading some papers. He gently looks up to see who barged into the room.

"Hello Tashiro, what's up? Looking for Miyano? Hate to break it to you, but he left already with Sasaki.".

"..."

"Tashiro? Are you ok?"

Tashiro had just heard the words he didn't want to hear most. 'Miyano already left' . Tashiro bursts out in tears and falls to the floor. This gives Hanzawa a shock, and he immediately runs over the green-eyed boy to see what's wrong.

"Tashiro, are you ok!? What happened!? Are you hurt!?" Hanzawa gasped worriedly.

Tashiro just looks up at his upperclassmen, for once, admiring his beauty. He sees that he has his eyes open, which is very rare. He finally admires his beautiful hair, just looking elegant in front of him.

He finally snaps out of it when Hanzawa starts to tap his shoulder. "Tashiro, there you are. Are you ok?". Tashiro finally manages to get some words out, "No, I'm just really overwhelmed right now.". Hanzawa closes his eyes a bit at the realization that his kouhai isn't hurt.

"Well, we could talk about it if you want." Hanzawa suggested. "Yes, please, I would like that.".

Hanzawa helps Tashiro up and gives him a hand to get to the chair he will be sitting in. He also grabs a cup of water for Tashiro in case he needs it.

"We can start when you're ready.". Hanzawa started. Tashiro takes a deep breath in then staright backout. "I have just been overwhelmed recently because of everything happening. I feel left out, I don't feel good enough, and I don't know how to make myself feel better again." Tashiro finally got this off of his chest, but there was some more. "And there's everyone getting into relationships, heck, even Miyano is in a relationship now!". "And my grades suck! I just don't know what to do...".

Tashiro continued to rant, on and on, about his problems, and Hanzawa willingly listened, genuinely concerned for his kouhai.

"I think that's it. Thank you for listening to my rant.". Tashiro said with genuine grattitude. "It was no big deal. Thank you for trusting me enough to talk to me, though." Hanzawa said.

Hanzawa was grateful that he trusted him, but how come he felt strange? He thought about what he was feeling but pushed his true feelings aside, saying that it was just weird seeing Tashiro so sad for once.

"Well, I'm gonna head home now. Thank you again for listening." Tashiro said. "Don't even worry about it! Come to me anytime!" Hanzawa said as Tashiro left the room.

Immediately after, Tashiro left the room. Hanzawa felt a very light blush creep up his face, "I've never seen Tashiro like that before...' He thought to himself. He didn't realise he was blushing a bit till he felt his face heat up too.

Hanzawa was confused. Not just about Tashiro, but about how he felt about Tashiro. He then came to a realization. He was the only person who had seen Tashiro in such a sad and vulnerable state. Other than his acting, Tashiro never really seemed generally sad over anything.

This made Hanzawa feel that weird feeling again, which he still didn't understand.

Little did Hanzawa know... that feeling was love.

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A/N: Hi guys, this is my first ever fic! I hope whoever is reading this enjoys it and be sure to give me any ideas you want interpreted into the story! Love ya guys! <3

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