One Lucky Girl

chapter 12

Audrey's POV

Blackness

That's all I last remembered.

The colors, the people, the objects, no more.

Everything was a blur. I tried to pry my eyelids open but they wouldn't budge.

Every sound was muffled. I couldn't hear anything.

I tried to move, but my limbs failed.

I felt like a rock. A helpless, lifeless rock.

No one likes me. I deserve to die. I bet no one even cares that my life is about to crumble. I was so stupid to apply to this contest. One Direction are just self centered assholes.  Especially Harry.

I guess it's time to stop my thoughts.

Stop keeping my brain alive.

Stop keeping myself from letting go.

Heaven seems nice.

I bet people would like me there.

I was better off dead anyway.

I then began to relax. My thoughts vanished and my body was in complete shock. I felt the blood settle within me and my heart slowly died down.

Last were my lungs. I tried to slow down my breathing. Little by little I felt my heart completely stop beating and allowed my lungs to collapse as well.

I couldn't remember anything else. Was I dead?

It felt like it.

I began to drift off into another world....

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"I'll be fine love, now come dance with me or else ill find someone else." Harry angrily said.

Wait what?

Deja vu?

Didn't he already say that?

And how did I get back in the club?

Wasn't I dead?

"AUDREY FUCKING ANSWER ME." He grabbed my wrists and I let out a small shriek.

"H-Harry, let go, y-you're hurting m-m-me"

"Come. Dance. With. Me. Now." His eyes turned from green to black within a millisecond.

"O-ok"

He released his grip from my wrists and tugged on my waist instead. Both wrists were red and throbbing. I wanted to throw up. What the hell was wrong with him?

"AUDREY"

"What?" I whispered

"I was talking to you, but you were staring at that douche bag over in the corner. You're mine don't forget that"

What the actual fuck was going on. He never wanted me. He hated me. He wanted me to leave and never see him again. But now I'm... his?

"I wasn't staring at that 'douche bag'" I threw in air quotes around douche bag, "...I-I zoned out."

"Do you think I'm fucking stupid?"

I didn't answer. I didn't even look at him.

"Audrey." He held in his anger and spoke through his clenched jaw.

Still silence.

"Fucking look at me."

Silence.

"Don't make me do this..."

Silence.

What would he do anyway?