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Mary did GREAT

Mary look what you did to me now
You stabbed my heart and thrown me out
You pushed me to my own grave
With everything you had that I gave.

Don't you once think of all the moments
How do you forgot the past like accidents
Those deep sleep sweet dreams thing
That crazy stuffs we ever did.

Don't you remember those morning walk duty
And while returning how we danced on the cctv
How many dog friends we made
How we were more than just a best friend

When your dog had died
How you called me and cried
And when my dog left me
You were like boat in my teardrop sea.

Remembered how we had same choices
And now we don't even know eachother's voices
When you walk past me
We both have a very different feel

To you i betrayed, to me you betrayed
You hoped for me to stay but you never stayed
Remembered the wild imaginations we imagined
Of living in the same grave we both digged in.

Of living in the same hell with Romi and Juli
Of being their mother-in-laws and eachother's sissy
Now you have her whom i heard was like me
Even she left you but you still lived so perfectly

I can't call you misses perfectly fine
Cause I knew how bad you wanted back the old vintage time
I can't help but to say sorry
Cause I have had enough of misery

I still remember how you called me your life problem
Whereas I was just trying to help you and solve them
But you said i pocked in everyone's matters
I am just a problem whom you want to throw in the gutters

You were like the green leaves on my frozen branches
Kept you in my heart cabin with my wood's picket fences.
How you called me your best soul mate
Later you turned me to your biggest mistake.

I cried through the nights, hard for me to survive
I was left alone with the wolves by you to eat me alive
My castle was in your name
But now you left it abandoned.

Mary did you never knew what was love
Did you ever think of how it was
Now my heart is left so frozen
It was yours 'twas like a love ocean

All this time I was being the foolish one
Cause you left me on that ocean to drown
Now we are on the same battlegrounds
Cause you threw salts on my deepest wounds

Time passes but scars stays
You are still like that dark sad alleys
Where lives a lot of buried memory
It will forever stay like a red marker history

I am happy since the day you left me
I have a new one giving me mind of serenity.
I started my own new stories
You are stil burning in jealousy

I learnt how to live with myself
You taught me how to have independence
By leaving me you gave me the freedom instead
Now I show up here to say "Mary did GREAT!".

By Yash_1608 (15/7/23 . 1:53 pm)