id be nothing without you - tom kaulitz

i really thought

its they day of the tour and im helping tom get ready in the bus. he looks very anxious though
"tom..are you okay..?" i ask with a serious look
"wait what..? oh yeah im fine ahah..!" he mumbles back to me and looks around the room for his belt
"here!" i pass toms belt to him as he nods and smiles at me "im feeling nervous for some reason. we haven't preformed in a while.." he says and frowns a little.
"awh theres nothing to be worried about youve got so many fans and your music is amazingg!" i say to him and i give him a comforting smile as i hug him tightly.

tom clears his throat "i love you Cora.. i dont know what i would have done if you never moved cites.." he inhales deeply "after the concert we are going to have a little party backstage so you and izzy can tag along!" he says with a grin on his face "oh alright!! me and izzy will get ready for that then backstage whilst you guys are preforming, right izzy?" i look over to izzy as she gives bill a peck on the cheek
"love birds" tom chuckles
"oh shut up tom you broke poor Coras legs last night!" bill rolls his eyes and slaps tom in a playful way.
"whatever.. we enjoyed it at least.." tom smirks and looks over at me starting to blush just of the thought of it again.
"lets end this convo shall we..!?" i laugh

Tom, Gustav, Bill and Georg are about to go on stage and i see tom pacing around his guitar
"hey..hey tom.. you will be great out there..!" i say to him as he smiles back and gives a slight nod. i kiss him gently on the lips "good luck.. i love you..!" i say with a slight smile
"i love you too Cora..and thank you.." he smiles back and picks up his guitar and goes onto the stage. i watch him and the rest of the group start playing and singing before i hear izzy screeching behind me "AAAAAH GO ON BILL YOU GOT THISS!!!"
"Owch! you dumb fuck omds i've gone deaf..!!" i yell at her over the music "you need to be quiet!!"
"whatever.." she mumbles.

its been like- 4 hours and the crowd is starting to die down and me n izzy have finished getting ready.
i see the group start to walk off stage and i run up to tom and jump onto him to give him a huge hug "tomm!!" i screech and chuckle "you were amazingg!!!!" i hug him tightly and wrap my legs around his waist.

"ahah! thank you Cora.." he chuckles and hugs me back tightly and slowly moves one of his hand onto my ass. my eyes widen a tiny bit. oh my god.. his hands are...so soft and gentle..Snap out of it we are in public!!
i get off of tom as he leans in for a kiss and of course i kiss him back. the kiss last what seems like forever! i chuckle "okay okay thats enough we are in public tom." i say as he giggles a bit as well "your just to hard to resist my love.." he says and holds onto my chin and slowly caresses my waist "same tom.. same.. but later on.. i promise." i giggle with tom as blushes a lot.
"ugh come on love birds!! are we going to the club or what!?!" Georg yells.

"We're coming!!" tom tells over my head
"come on.." he says softly and takes my hand.

the club was quite far away i cant lie but as soon as we got there we were having so much fun.
i even got tom onto the dance floor for a bit as i danced upon him.
"Cora id love to see you dance on me more but i think im going to go sit down for a bit alright?" tom states looking into my eyes
"alright tom..! go ahead!" i reply with a smile on my face.
as tom walks off i find izzy dancing on the floor so of course i join her..

its been a while and me and izzy decided to sit down at the bar. "ahah! your sure do know how to dance..!" izzy says and giggles
"oh i know..!" i laugh along with her and i scan over the room to see tom.
tom.. with someone wrapped around his waist leaning in for.. a kiss!!?!
my heart drops in that second and everything turns into a blur as well as Izzy's words
"Cora..? Coraaa.?.." she waves her hand in my face "earth to Coraa!!?"
everything goes blank as i fall off of the stall.

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before i know it i wake up in toms bed!? what the fuck happened.. why are you in toms bed..?
i sit up rubbing my eyes and look over the room to see tom. of course i see him when i mostly don't want to.
he has his towel wrapped around his waist and he is shirtless. water is dripping down his torso
"hey.. your finally awake princess.." he smiles and goes to hug me
"go away.." i mumble and he looks back up at me with shock
"im sorry..? what..?" he says with a really confused expression on his face.
"don't act clueless..i saw.." i state with a frown as i quickly get up and grab my things.
suddenly i feel toms hand grip hardly onto my wrist "Cora..please let me explain..!" he says to me with a worried look washed on his face
"let go of me for fuck sake!!!" i shout at him causing him to let go and go silent.
i run past bill with tears in my eyes "Cora..? what happened..?" bill asks.
i ignore him and run out of the door.