Hidden Secrets - mattheo riddle x y/n mikaelson

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TW: underage drinking, smoking and drugs use, mature language, rape, violence/abuse, ed, blood

Y/N POV

Its a Sunday night and im lying in my bed waiting for pansy to get back from detention, ive been trying to avoid Draco as much as i can but were mostly in all the same classes so its hard to.

Ive been getting a really bad habit of smoking alot but it helps with what im going through, i haven't herd from my parents about anything either so im hoping there doing ok, but who knows im not really the favorite daughter hope is..

(Ill put a photo of her down at the bottom)

she always get the attention but goes to a different school thank god, if she ever came here i would actually kms she's so pretty and always get the attention from our parents and she also got most of her looks from mum..

I get up from my comfy spot going into my draws and grabbing out the bag of pills that were put in a book that i cut a huge square out of so no one would find them, grabbing my pocket knife from my draw as well and using the bottom of the handle to crush the pills, swinging the knife to the blade side and making lines with the powder I go down on my knee and hold one side of my nose and snort the powder through my nose till i feel the burning sensation.. i told my self i wouldn't get into my bad habits again but this was needed..

it was coming up to dinner time, so i put on a baggy oversize hoodie and some sweat pants, tied my hair into a messy bun and put on my white Nike Pros and hid my pills back in my draws so no one would find them and began to make my way down to the great hall.

i reach the doors and push them open walking along the cold floor heading toward my friends. Seeing greenass there gave me a sick feeling in my stomach and her sitting next to dray as well was even worse. I take a seat in between enzo and pansy and lean on pansy's shoulder feeling the pills kicking in and feeling that dizzy high feeling.

"hey my loving friends how is everyone doingggg" i say

"y/n are u high" blaise asked

"pffff why would i be such a thing"

"you so are" he cracks up laughing

Dumble daddy decides to shut everyone up by yelling and announcing something

"i hope everyone has had a good week so far i would like to introduce you too a new student that will be joining us this year, please welcome Mattheo riddle".

everyone starts whispering and there were a few gasps but im just having the time of my life being in my own world to even bother knowing who that is.

I hear the sorting hat yell out

SLYTHRINE!

and it really hurt my ears "why is everything so loudddd"

"idk y/n maybe cause your high out of your mind" blaise answer

"oh yeahhh i forgottt"

everyone just starts laughing and this Mattheo guy sits next to Draco i look at him for a quick moment until his eyes are on me , i feel this stinging sensation in the back of my neck and i know what that feeling is, hes trying to read my mind. so i block him off fully.