FLOWER WORK [COMPLETED]

THE IDEA

NO ONES POV:-
Jin: umm... So- like I wanted to talk to you... If that's ok?

Namjoon looked at Jin who looked equally nervous as him. Slowly he gave Jin a firm nod while bracing himself for whatever Jin was about to say.

Jin: you see Namjoon I-

Jin was interrupted when Namjoon's phone suddenly started ringing loudly with Jackson video calling him. Namjoon glanced at his phone and noticed the incoming call from Jackson, he then looked back at Jin who was looking awkward.

Jin: I'll leave I guess.

Namjoon:...

Without a chance to speak, Namjoon watched as Jin abruptly stood and exited the room. Namjoon's gaze lingered on Jin's departing form until the door closed behind him. Letting out a sigh, Namjoon stared athis phone screen briefly before finally answering the call.

Jackson:...

Namjoon:....

Jackson:......

Namjoon:... Uhh i guess you called because of the live?

Jackson: would you believe me if I say no?

Namjoon: nah... Never...

Jackson: thought so...

Namjoon: before you say anything. They all apologized.

Jackson: and?

Namjoon: I don't know. For now I've given them these five months to prove themselves.

Jackson: they don't deserve it but ok. Man! I really wish I was there with you!

Namjoon: focus on your team dynamic too dumbo.

Jackson: I know! How I wish you to join GOT7!

Namjoon: haha sure.

Jackson: seriously though, you should consider it.

Namjoon: ok!

Jackson: now let's be serious... What do you think you want to do?

Namjoon: I don't know... I'm confused I guess. I'm not sure about anything. On top of it I have a constant urge of writing new lyrics but the moment I touch my pencil I'm faced with a huge block.

Jackson: ohh?! The RM with sexy  brain is facing a block?! Wow. That's serious.

Namjoon: I don't know what to do anymore. They are all giving their 100% to show their sincerity and yet I don't even give me 10%. They always try their level best to approach me and involve me but all i do is get uncomfortable and let them down....

Namjoon: it feels unfair that after saying that I'm giving them a chance I myself am doing nothing. It just feels so wrong.

Jackson: nammie... There is nothing wrong with feeling uncomfortable among people who once hated you.

Namjoon: they were also the ones whom I once called my family...

Jackson: (sigh) well how about this? You are confused about your feelings right? Then start writing a dairy.

Namjoon: a dairy? How will that help?

Jackson: in many ways actually... Like whenever they do anything as simple as breathing write down what you felt about it.

Namjoon: how I felt to see them breathing?

Jackson: wha? No!

Namjoon: ahh! Jackie! You are confusing me even more!