Atsushi angst one shots

the past is the past

AN: the headmaster is not dead in this chapter and TW Self harm, talk of sexal asalt ,abuse, panic attacks,and a lot more and there will be gore and atsushi will call akutagawa aku because his name is really long sorry and it's cute.

Atsushi's pov~

Today was a normal day at the agency everyone was doing their work well except dazai, because im doing it he asked with this smile of his and I just don't know why I can't say no to him I sighed 

Kunikida- Atsushi, and Dazai to the president's office immediately you have a mission" 
Atsushi-" yes kunikida-san" I said before walking to the president's office and dazai following behind me shortly 

Fukuzawa-" hello you two"

Dazai-" I heard we had a mission" dazai said 

Fukuzawa-" yes, there is an orphanage that has been having staff or orphans going missing " he said looking at us before showing us a paper the showed the orphanage 

Atsushi-" will it be just us?" I said not taking my eyes off the paper in front of me

Fukuzawa-" no akutagawa and chuuya will be with you this is an S rake mission because they said it may have been a gifted."  I felt my eyes widen 

Dazai-" that means I get to see chibi~ Atsushiiii are you okay your kinda pale" he said looking at me 

Atsushi-" y-yea just lost in thought" I said stumbling over my words as I heard I a knock on the door.

Fukuzawa-"come in you two" he said to the door and chuuya and akutagawa walked in I could tell by the way the were talking but I wasn't paying attention to them I was still looking at the paper in horror before someone started shaking me before I turned and smacked the hand away in reflex I turned to see dazai,chuuya, and akutagawa looking at me in shock

Atsushi-" sorry it was a reflex is your hand okay" I said fake laughing and grabbing his hand before massaging it

Dazai" i'm okay thank you though" he said smiling at me before. I started walking to the door 

Atsushi-"I will be outside see you guy out there." I aid before walking out the president was talking to kunikida he left the room earlier  I saw dazai walking out with chuuya 

Atsushi-"I know the way follow me" I said walking away 

Dazai-"but you don't know where it-" I cut off by closing the door I was all the way down the hallway when I heard the door open and feet walking out but I didn't turn back before walking down the stairs.

(Time skip to when the got to the orphanage~)

Atsushi's pov~

I walked to the orphanage door before knocking not waiting on the others I just wanted to get this mission done I heard the door open and that's when I saw that man who touched me and torchered me, without any hesitation and told me I should just die this was going to be a long mission I thought

The headmaster-"hello, and welcome back number 67" he said as I gagged

Chuuya-"Number 67?"he said kinda like a question but  I wasn't paying attention.

The headmaster-" that's his name is it not  go one tell them number 67." he said sternly something In me forced out the words I never wanted to say again

Atsushi-"yes of course headmaster." I said looking down I glanced at the others and they looked worried.

The headmaster-" come inside why don't you its chilly and I have your rooms ready since you will be staying the night" I froze was that in the mission

Dazai-"okay thank you"

the headmaster-"you will be sleeping in separate room number 67 you will stay in your old room since it was yours"

Atsushi" yes headmaster"

Dazai" I can just share with chibi and he can have mine" dazai said my eyes widened 

The Headmaster-"oh no he loves his old room and its so- never mind now may I show you your romms" he cuts himself off before he can finish the first half and corrects himself 

Atsushi-"no its okay I can stay in my room just so no problems are made." I said before the headmaster walked them to their rooms and I walked to mine I knew that he was following me after I heard another pair of footsteps I walked in to my cell the room never changed it still has my blood and the mold was worse from before and the chains were still there  not rusted not surprising since I only left two years ago but I would have assumed that they would have at least a little but they could have swapped th- my thoughts were cut off as I was pushed onto the ground and  I heard the chain rattling from the floor and clasp around my neck and my leg I looked up to see the headmaster smiling at me

the headmaster-" you're mine now and you're not leaving not this time." he said smiling 

Atsushi-"you're wrong my friends will save me" he smile faded again before he looked my in the eyes.
The headmaster- how if their stuck here to" he said smiling again I looked over to see some of the staff carrying them out as they were "passed"out I saw aku's eyes a little open I felt relieved that their weren't dead but at the same time in shock when I tried to talk but I couldn't it was like I lost my voice

Atsushi-" why are you doing this and hwat happened to them" I cried after I said that I felt his hand grab my hair and pull my head up I started full on sobbing as it felt like my hair was being ripped out of my head

The headmaster-" because we need you back in the ring and we just put sleeping pills in their drinks" I froze i instantly knew what he meant. But wait if he put sleeping pills in their drinks then why were they still away well aku anyway what if they didn't drink it. I thought

Chuuya's pov~

As we were walking to our rooms I was worried about Atsushi as I was thinking I got this horrible feeling in my stomach as the open the door and let us in after he left I realized their was some wine on the table oh nice jackpot after I opened it and took a big swing before poring me another glass thats when I got a strong spell of drugs I smelt the wine and sure enough that was the source 

Chuuya-"Dazia!" I screamed and I heard a couple of feet I stumbled a little bit It must be the drugs kicking in 

Dazai-"Chuuya whats wrong?,Are you drunk already?" he said sighing again

Chuuya-" no god damn it but I took a drink of the damn wine and it was drug-" I said before everything went black

Dazai's pov~

me and akutagawa were sitting on the couch when we heard chuuya scream we started running but there was stuff in the way and we stumbled a little bit when we got there I saw the wine and I sighed

Dazai-"Chuuya whats wrong?,Are you drunk already?" I said sighing again 

Chuuya-" no god damn it but I took a drink of the damn wine and it was drug-" he said before he passed out and we heard men coming in so we pretended to be asleep I felt them pick me up and start walking I heard atsushi scream I peeked my eye open and saw akutagawa looking to I saw atsushi on the ground while his hair was getting pulled what are we gonna do I thought to myself because we don't know when chuuya will wake up or if he even will and we don't know what will happen with atsushi we need a plan I thought to myself 

hey guys I hope you liked it 

words 1308 <3 sorry about not posting and thank you @Kitkat63289for the idea and I will make a part to but I just started school 3 days ago l~-~l