Trigger warning for this fic: drug use, smut obviously, there will be drinking and violence none of which are being by you in the story but people around you except for the smut
This was my first day of fifth year and I've never been so excited, you see over the summer I've had a glow-up of sorts. I got my braces off, a new haircut, and I got boobs. to me, it didn't make much of a difference. but to my boyfriend Enzo it changed a lot. Enzo and I have been dating since our first year at Hogwarts. He was sorted into Slytherin, I was chosen to be a Ravenclaw we had potions together and he called me over to sit next to him and from then we've been inseparable if I'm there so is he. My father, however, does not like him. he and my uncle Moony have it out for Enzo. He cannot come round to the house and I can only go out with him if my other friends are there
he says its because of the people he hangs around with. that his family has ties to the man who killed his friends, James and Lilly. so I can obviously assume that he means the dark lord. I'm not slow. I've never met James and Lilly but the stories he and uncle moony do tell me, make them seem like the sweetest people on the planet. I do wish my dad's friends were still alive. it devastates him when he thinks about it. I only met Regulus once. he disappeared after. and my dad locked himself in his room for a week. that's when uncle moony came to live with us and he's taken care of me and Dad since. all three of us had an amazing summer this year.
the train to Hogwarts suddenly stops and I'm jolted awake. Enzo gets up to get his carriage and leave he shoots me a quick nod and walks out of the train. so I gather my things and do the same but he is long gone by the time I get off the train. he's mad at me right now ever something I can't control. he told me he loved me and I couldn't say it back. Amortentia does that to a person. there is absolutely nothing I can do to fix that. he'll forgive me eventually there is nothing I can do that will make him hate me forever.
as I'm standing on the busy platform all the hustling and bustling going by I get knocked over by a boy and I'm about to stand up and shout at him because he just made my shitty day a little bit worse now that I'm covered in dirt but then I see his face and he is one of the most beautiful people I've seen on this planet. and I'm slightly taken aback. then I suddenly snap out of it when I notice he's waving a hand in front of my face.
"you should watch where your walking," I say rather quietly
"Yeah well, you were the one standing there looking like a lost puppy. maybe you should watch where you're standing," he replies in a harsh tone. He's got a weird accent I can't tell where he's from.
And at this point, I'm fuming, so I stand up grab my cart and walk away muttering obscenities to myself as I'm looking for my friends because my shitty boyfriend abandoned me. just then I see Draco and Pansy so I walk over to them.
"guys you won't believe it this jackass just-" Then I see his smug face. I point at him, standing next to Draco. "that's the jackass who knocked me over."
"ah, so you've already met then," Draco says, he goes on to explain " Matheo this is y/n black. y/n meet Matheo riddle."
ah so that explains it, he's a riddle. no remorse whatsoever, wanky bastard.
"Anyway, have you guys seen Enzo? he's pissed at me and I can't find him."
Pansy is the only one who speaks. Draco just looks at the floor and Riddle's jaw ticks.
"no sorry babes, I haven't seen him. I'm sure you'll find him when we get to Hogwarts" she tells me
I nod "Yeah I'll see him when we get back"
once we get back to Hogwarts I don't bother looking for Enzo. if he wants to talk to me he'll come and find me. he knows I care for him as much as I can, with my whole body and soul. I just can't love him. I've told him this. I look around my new dorm. pansy and I are sharing this year so we have a put load of decoration plans. we're going with a kind of light academia. but we cant not have band posters. we have arctic monkeys, the Weeknd, and Lana del Ray on Pansy's side on my side we have Bowie, jagger, and queen. the golden trio.
I start adding decorations like our apple mahogany scented candles that Draco bought us a lifetime supply of because it is the only acceptable thing to smell of apparently but to be fair he looks like he smells like a green apple. we have some figurines we got in the muggle world and we have my books
once I'm done I lay down on my bed and start reading one of my favourite books, with one of my favourite songs of all time on, changes by David Bowie, Remus is convinced that he's a wizard but me and dad can't break his heart. when I hear a knock at my door.
I jump up from my bed to open the door a see it's Enzo he's pretty dishevelled looking and I'm immediately concerned but he pushes past me and that's when I see his sleeve is rolled up and there are red spots on his arm. that's when I know he's been using again.
"Enzo you cant be serious right now?" I say, tears welling in my eyes.
He looks up at me with anger in his eyes. "I can't take this anymore y/n, tell me you love me." He shouts.
he's stepping closer to me now. backing me up against the wall.
"how long have you been using again Enzo?" I try to say as calmly as I can.
he starts kissing my neck "Tell me. you. love me." he says and I try to push him off.
"are you going to tell me what we have isn't real? look at you, you're so worried over me using again. there's no way you don't love me" he whispers into my ear
"Enzo- you know I cant" I try to reason
"Let me prove it to you then, love," he says as he starts kissing me more
"No, no, Enzo stop," I shout but he doesn't
until he goes flying.
"she told you to stop you dickhead" It's Matheo and he's straddling Enzo absolutely obliterating him.
I'm so stunned that I can't move, I just curled up on the floor hugging my knees tears streaming down my cheeks.
"you should probably call for a teacher, he's not injecting properly," he says before he gets up and walks out closing the door behind him. So I'm left here on my own with my unconscious high-as-a-kite boyfriend.
lolz guys I thought I was better than this im soo sorry this is so painfully cliché but I hope I can do better next time the word count is 1255
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Fanfictiony/n black was always convinced she could not love. It was a knows fact that children conceived under the effects of a love potion could never love anyone or anything. until that day she met Matheo Riddle [a new student who was previously home-school...
