Fell in Sin

Just like a fairy tale

Im Ivy. I was born in a rich and happy family. At least everyone thought that. My dad was a rich business man, my mother... Well she was a lawyer i think but we never had a real mother-daughter relationship because she was barely at home. And she was always busy with something else or she was to tired to care about my feelings. I neither had a good relationship with my dad he was always so stressed out because of work, and he always was very angry. And who have guessed it? Yes. He always let that anger out on me. He was an abusive father but he never hit me or anything. He hurt me with words. When someone annoyed him at work he would come home screaming at me and my mother. When i was little they always called a babysitter while they weren't at home but when i got older, my father had a really good friend who he had trust in so he sent him to watch over me. I think his name was Nigel but i don't really remember. He always was a very gentle and kind person. He was kind of a father figure for me but at the same time i had feelings for him even if i always knew that he's too old for me and that he would never love a little kid. But i just craved his attention. And when he suddenly disappeared i was totally heart broken it felt like i lost another father. And i grew up always craving males, old man's attention but when i got boyfriends they were always around my age because i never wanted to look weird or be the disappointment of my family. I stayed with them even when i knew that they used me and made fun of my problems behind my back. So i had a lot of toxic relationships.